Hello everyone. I'm Erik. I'm again here. Been too long since my last post. About the same time that it took me to my feet and able to walk without assistance. I think I'm fully recovered from my wounds. I can breathe without feeling this pressure, chest pain, a symptom of medium having broken ribs. I can move the jaw without dying in the attempt. I can touch my breast pain without touching roar of raw skin. I can move all my fingers. Yes, I am 100% recovered. But there are pains that do not heal so easily. The pain I think it corrodes the soul has no solution. All that has happened has only served to inflame the fire that is in me. A fire that feeds on more and more suffering, and that alone makes it worth questioning live another day in this rotten world ...
What I can say about what happened months ago? I believe nothing. You know everything. I could not have told my partner better than Eduardo. A few days ago, as she gathered enough strength to return to our story and make a new post, I read the entries of my colleagues, in particular, that of Eduardo. I would not have been so explicit. I have told everything that happened, omitting no detail was crude. There are things that do not even remember. I guess in those times would be in shock (no need to explain why.) There are many things
I do not understand. One of them is, and I think I have already talked about it, is because with all that has occurred and is occurring under this fucking apocalypse, why the hell are people that insists on making this more difficult? Why rather than help each other, there are those who insist on complicating things? I shall never have won those bastards "Skull Korps with it. They have won many miles chasing, wasting fetch forces, who have obtained torturing, by subjecting myself and our entire group, directly or indirectly, killing Ana .. have not achieved anything. Have sought only to die in vain. If so were prepared to fight, trained with firearms in the fight against any target, why not have something useful and have dedicated themselves to clean Valencia from marauders? Why have not gone street by street, clearing and lowering all walking? That would be something useful and not pillage which have been engaged since all this started, activities that led to its own destruction.
This has been another example of how human beings are destructive and despicable in nature. We see beyond our own navels and we give a damn the suffering that we face if we get something with it, either by staying alive as to feed our ego. For all this, each day that passes I am more convinced that the punishment we deserve. I have no doubt that there is someone up there who sent us all this crap, someone or something that has made the dead walk and torment us the fucking existence. That someone or something is tired of us, our foolish wars, our inhumanity, our selfish behavior, our society may be given to value-free ... That being, divinity or noses ye call it, has had enough of us to the point that no one has bothered to separate the righteous from the slag and is making us pay all equally. We deserve it ... all. Some of their actions, others by our complicity, our passivity. When we went live, we only care about our comfort. We do not give a shit if the neighbor of the fifth rajaban you neck to steal the watch, the important thing was that we were not us who we were in that situation. More than half the country did not have a job to support their families if we could afford a new plasma TV where you can watch football. Everything had to explode, one way or another. This could not continue to corrupt society. The injustice must end and this is our punishment. Now we can only complain and see the reflection of our society crumbling.
Anyway ... As I said
at first, my wounds have healed well. I needed my time, because until recently, I could barely eat and not even talk. Bethlehem has not departed from me in no time and if he did, it was because there was no help. He has remained with me from the beginning. I expected no less from her. What has gone so wrong ... I also lost a hand and know what it is. It is a very bitter to think that you will never again see the person you love. So when you return to have that person back to you, you value any more.
A lot has happened since been useless. Many of them have been to me to tell my teammates, because I was too busy dying. Set if developments have occurred that now I'm lying in bed under blankets clean, clean my clothes and put on an impeccable wardrobe, and inhaling the delicious aroma of fresh coffee coming up from downstairs. It seems unbelievable, right? Not a single rotten choice gutted about everything as if it never happened nothing wrong and everything continued as a year ago. The truth is that looking at the room, watching that one can breathe normally, I can not believe that many things have happened. It seems that everything has been a horrendous nightmare. Where am I? What am I doing here? I tell you.
do not know how long. Maybe a month and something. I was still reeling from the wounds. Just me learned of what was happening around me. Only that Edward was driving the bus with less regularity, due to discomfort from his wounds. We conducted a lot of stops and that kept us from advancing the miles we would have liked. I'm told we had to deviate from the highway as it was jammed with cars in accidents, and through a town with the bus. This was infested with marauders and made our way streams with the vehicle. I am told that the main street of town was a hotbed of marauders and brokers. For some manage to slip through the broken glass. Eduardo drove to get back to the highway and continued our journey. Not that we kilometer of this, when something happened that until now had not even thought that might happen. Punctured a wheel. I remember things like that very moment. Ivan and Fede had a brief scuffle when this happened. While Eduardo was out examining the wheel, they began to argue that we should do. Ivan wanted to walk down the road trying to find another bus to take the spare wheel, while Fede wanted to find a couple of utility and continue with them. Ivan argued that bus safety not offered two ordinary cars, while Federico was defended on the grounds that it was impossible to find another bus with the same size wheels on the highway. Had reason who had it, ended up locked in a fight in which I get pushed and not higher because Elena, Mary and Esther are put through the middle to make peace. When Edward returned, after having ascertained that the vehicle had no spare wheel, gave a solution to the dilemma. We'd go to find a wheel. The group responsible for this would run several miles in search of a bus and if it was the wheel of yore, would still come back and without the bus, with regular vehicles. It was. The group to go was Ivan Eduardo, Federico and Maria. Bethlehem, Esther, Helen and the dog stayed in the bus with me. Not return several hours later. I do not remember. But if you know When they returned, they did run and faces of horror. They had found something that did not like anything. With time running out, we quickly took the bus. I could not stand up and fend for myself, but Ivan took as I grab a sack of potatoes and carried me on his shoulder. Then, under all the confusion, began to take cross country running, away from the highway. While Ivan was leading me, I could only see the way we were leaving behind. Thor saw a meter running Ivan saw as we drove away from the highway, saw a series of silhouettes were quick appearance in this, seeing how are you out of the road and began to chase ... but I was so stunned that it was extremely aware of the seriousness of the situation. I could hear them shouting that what happened Bethlehem to have to flee. Eduardo replied, barely able to speak because of fatigue. said Corridors ... runners ... all highway full! ... A horde of runners! " . On the highway were coming more and more shapes and all began to run after us, joining those who had begun the chase. These moments we were gaining ground. Ivan and I were in the past. Upload it was delaying me. I tried to tell her to leave me there, but just came a whisper in my mouth. When we gained ground runners, Fede and Mary began to open fire. I could not tell how much distance we would have the closest, only he could see them clearly. Perhaps 10 meters, no. It was a long time everyone started running and slow down. We gained ground runners. Bethlehem was then started screaming that he had a home. I could not see where he is, but the distance was great because Ivan said he was far away and could not get the runners back. Some of these were already very close to us. Then the unexpected happened. I remember a loud Ivan exclaimed "Fuck!" and stopped short. Then I launched into the air, away from their position. Land on the bushes and it was as if all the wounds of my body to agree to ache at that moment. Then, shots began to ring. Echo Bethlehem over to protect me while wielding his gun and fired. The pain prevented me from turning your head and could only see Bethlehem grabbing and shooting everywhere. The machine guns did not stop and deafened me. Caps looked out from all sides and land on my side. Elena heard the sobs of very close to me, the voice of Eduardo shouting that there were too many and we had to escape, trying to saw Esther Bethlehem carried lugs ... At that time, Bethlehem made two shots and his gun is unloaded. I could see with my broker landed a broken leg due to a gunshot. Bethlehem began looking for a new charger when I saw the crawl on the floor corridor towards me. His eyes were fixed on me and his mouth, which opened and closed intermittently sprang a brownish mass. Mine was over Bethlehem, looking for the charger and shaking like a pudding. Try moving it away from me, but barely had the strength. When he found the charger, it fell into the side of the corridor. This had already extended his arm and I was holding mine. It was a matter of seconds I bite. But Bethlehem acted quickly and crushed his head with gun butts. The cries and shots were still ringing from all sides and I could hear Elena Ivan as he called, saying "Elena!" Where the hell are you going? Help to Bethlehem, you little bitch! " . There is no doubt that Ellen was running. Esther came to Bethlehem and began trying to get up. When they succeeded, they began to crawl, trying to get away. On the horizon I could see Elena and far away, a house in the middle of a vast plain. As I was dragged away, sounded like Bethlehem said that we had a runner behind us. As I could turn your head and saw him. He was lame in one leg and could not run as fast as the others. His leg was almost completely eaten away and it was just bone. Behind this, I saw the other, struggling against a tide of runners around them and overflowed. And I could not do anything ...
Anyway ... As I said
at first, my wounds have healed well. I needed my time, because until recently, I could barely eat and not even talk. Bethlehem has not departed from me in no time and if he did, it was because there was no help. He has remained with me from the beginning. I expected no less from her. What has gone so wrong ... I also lost a hand and know what it is. It is a very bitter to think that you will never again see the person you love. So when you return to have that person back to you, you value any more.
A lot has happened since been useless. Many of them have been to me to tell my teammates, because I was too busy dying. Set if developments have occurred that now I'm lying in bed under blankets clean, clean my clothes and put on an impeccable wardrobe, and inhaling the delicious aroma of fresh coffee coming up from downstairs. It seems unbelievable, right? Not a single rotten choice gutted about everything as if it never happened nothing wrong and everything continued as a year ago. The truth is that looking at the room, watching that one can breathe normally, I can not believe that many things have happened. It seems that everything has been a horrendous nightmare. Where am I? What am I doing here? I tell you.
do not know how long. Maybe a month and something. I was still reeling from the wounds. Just me learned of what was happening around me. Only that Edward was driving the bus with less regularity, due to discomfort from his wounds. We conducted a lot of stops and that kept us from advancing the miles we would have liked. I'm told we had to deviate from the highway as it was jammed with cars in accidents, and through a town with the bus. This was infested with marauders and made our way streams with the vehicle. I am told that the main street of town was a hotbed of marauders and brokers. For some manage to slip through the broken glass. Eduardo drove to get back to the highway and continued our journey. Not that we kilometer of this, when something happened that until now had not even thought that might happen. Punctured a wheel. I remember things like that very moment. Ivan and Fede had a brief scuffle when this happened. While Eduardo was out examining the wheel, they began to argue that we should do. Ivan wanted to walk down the road trying to find another bus to take the spare wheel, while Fede wanted to find a couple of utility and continue with them. Ivan argued that bus safety not offered two ordinary cars, while Federico was defended on the grounds that it was impossible to find another bus with the same size wheels on the highway. Had reason who had it, ended up locked in a fight in which I get pushed and not higher because Elena, Mary and Esther are put through the middle to make peace. When Edward returned, after having ascertained that the vehicle had no spare wheel, gave a solution to the dilemma. We'd go to find a wheel. The group responsible for this would run several miles in search of a bus and if it was the wheel of yore, would still come back and without the bus, with regular vehicles. It was. The group to go was Ivan Eduardo, Federico and Maria. Bethlehem, Esther, Helen and the dog stayed in the bus with me. Not return several hours later. I do not remember. But if you know When they returned, they did run and faces of horror. They had found something that did not like anything. With time running out, we quickly took the bus. I could not stand up and fend for myself, but Ivan took as I grab a sack of potatoes and carried me on his shoulder. Then, under all the confusion, began to take cross country running, away from the highway. While Ivan was leading me, I could only see the way we were leaving behind. Thor saw a meter running Ivan saw as we drove away from the highway, saw a series of silhouettes were quick appearance in this, seeing how are you out of the road and began to chase ... but I was so stunned that it was extremely aware of the seriousness of the situation. I could hear them shouting that what happened Bethlehem to have to flee. Eduardo replied, barely able to speak because of fatigue. said Corridors ... runners ... all highway full! ... A horde of runners! " . On the highway were coming more and more shapes and all began to run after us, joining those who had begun the chase. These moments we were gaining ground. Ivan and I were in the past. Upload it was delaying me. I tried to tell her to leave me there, but just came a whisper in my mouth. When we gained ground runners, Fede and Mary began to open fire. I could not tell how much distance we would have the closest, only he could see them clearly. Perhaps 10 meters, no. It was a long time everyone started running and slow down. We gained ground runners. Bethlehem was then started screaming that he had a home. I could not see where he is, but the distance was great because Ivan said he was far away and could not get the runners back. Some of these were already very close to us. Then the unexpected happened. I remember a loud Ivan exclaimed "Fuck!" and stopped short. Then I launched into the air, away from their position. Land on the bushes and it was as if all the wounds of my body to agree to ache at that moment. Then, shots began to ring. Echo Bethlehem over to protect me while wielding his gun and fired. The pain prevented me from turning your head and could only see Bethlehem grabbing and shooting everywhere. The machine guns did not stop and deafened me. Caps looked out from all sides and land on my side. Elena heard the sobs of very close to me, the voice of Eduardo shouting that there were too many and we had to escape, trying to saw Esther Bethlehem carried lugs ... At that time, Bethlehem made two shots and his gun is unloaded. I could see with my broker landed a broken leg due to a gunshot. Bethlehem began looking for a new charger when I saw the crawl on the floor corridor towards me. His eyes were fixed on me and his mouth, which opened and closed intermittently sprang a brownish mass. Mine was over Bethlehem, looking for the charger and shaking like a pudding. Try moving it away from me, but barely had the strength. When he found the charger, it fell into the side of the corridor. This had already extended his arm and I was holding mine. It was a matter of seconds I bite. But Bethlehem acted quickly and crushed his head with gun butts. The cries and shots were still ringing from all sides and I could hear Elena Ivan as he called, saying "Elena!" Where the hell are you going? Help to Bethlehem, you little bitch! " . There is no doubt that Ellen was running. Esther came to Bethlehem and began trying to get up. When they succeeded, they began to crawl, trying to get away. On the horizon I could see Elena and far away, a house in the middle of a vast plain. As I was dragged away, sounded like Bethlehem said that we had a runner behind us. As I could turn your head and saw him. He was lame in one leg and could not run as fast as the others. His leg was almost completely eaten away and it was just bone. Behind this, I saw the other, struggling against a tide of runners around them and overflowed. And I could not do anything ...
We ran and we saw Elena fell. As we approached, I saw it was lying there and not get up. It grabbed her ankle as she wept. He had twisted. When we reached their height to the runner behind us, Esther was a hint of help. She shouted that we had left it there but Esther told Bethlehem "Let. If we catch the runner help us too. It is dead ... fuck him" . Judged not to have done so, but ... I do not know. I was shocked the way they act. The corridor that was after we changed course and began to head towards Helena. This trying to get up but falls again. When was the runner up and we almost were already enough away, a shot hit the rotten and he fell to the ground. Were the others. They had managed to finish with the runners who had raced over and made our position. In the distance we could see another horde, but did not seem they were runners, but a few. Marauders were slow and clumsy, but after our steps. The others did not take long to reach us. They were all safe and sound, including Thor. Fede and Edward occupied the post of Esther and Bethlehem and carried me, while Elena Ivan bore. Continue towards the house. We crossed the long expanse of grass and soon found on the porch of the house. Just could see the horde. Eduardo I try to open the door, but it was locked and bolted. When Ivan was about to tip a kick to it, the door swung open and Ivan hit the inside of his face. After the threshold was a man pointing a gun parallel. The man looked about 70 years or so and we pointed to each one of us, including Ivan, who stood on the floor, not daring to rise. The man said what we wanted and it was Eduardo who told him that we were fleeing a horde and we needed to hide. It invited us to the only condition we left the weapons on the ground. Which they did and I was left on a chair in the house. He closed the door and put a simple lock. Fede told him to put at least a parapet, a wardrobe or something to rein in the marauding in case we get caught, but man, undeterred, replied "No, not necessary. Here will not enter. They never do. God protects us ". That response we miss you all equally. What also surprised me was seeing at the door and each window had a crucifix. Behind me I heard a female voice. When got in my vision, I saw who it was. It was a woman, like man, about 70 years ago. It turned out to be the wife of Mr greater than we had received. They questioned us about who we were , whence we came, we were doing there, as we have survived this long ... questions that have become typical to my ears. After that and once again relaxed, we showed up and they did the same. The man, looking tanned, weathered face and white hair, is called Joaquin. The lady, deep blue eyes and white hair, is called Mercedes. After the presentations, Joaquin left us one thing clear: "You can not stay here for long. Make them the idea that you must go." I'm sorry ". A clarification, Eduardo said it was not our intention and we thought we left as soon as possible. She told him the shelter of Reus, which used to invite the elderly couple to join, an invitation that Joaquin and Mercedes refused claiming "We will not move from our house. Here and we are all safe. They never get close. Jesus watches over us ". Having seen, Eduardo asked to give us shelter for a time sufficient for my recovery, then we leave. A change would get protection and every assistance in household chores and getting food. The elderly couple hesitated a few seconds, but agreed, not without putting before their rules which impede the carrying no weapons, which would keep them until the day we left. A Ivan was not amused by the idea, but I understand it. With everything that has happened to us, I do not think we were able to provide shelter for a number of unknown gunmen.
The time we have been sheltered here, I have drawn attention to many details. Details such as an elderly couple that has survived all this time here refugees, without even reinforce doors and windows, making normal life, going abroad, so much so that Joaquin worked his field and small farm where he gets great of the food we eat. Mercedes kitchen every day as normal, open windows and even I have seen on the porch mending sheets. It is as if time had stopped. Life goes on as it would have done before I started this madness. There is another and curious details that do not find explanation. Do not understand how the raiders not go into the field house. In the distance you can see the odd lurker, but while we are out of the house, passed us as if we do not see. We may not see. But still, I find it strange. Those things, the slightest sign of human life, swirling like flies to honey. But this does not happen here. The elderly couple attribute it to religious matters. They keep repeating that Jesus stands for, that God is on their side. Ivan is laughing at this and I would if it were not something really weird happens here that escapes my comprehension. I do not understand. At the end I'll finish believing also that God is on their side.
I took a big surprise when Joaquin led me to the farm for the first time. This is located behind the house. It is small and has only a few animals. Few pigs, a rooster and several hens, a cow ... enough to feed us all. Throughout our stay, my colleagues and I (me since I recovered, I could not before), we have not stopped to help Joaquin and Mercedes. Men have been helping on the farm and in the field, while girls have helped Mercedes in all household chores. Our intention is to pay this way all you are doing for us. Joaquin and Mercedes seem to be happy with our help but Joaquin is not flexible. Since I have been recovered, not to remind us that the sooner we will have to leave the house and move on. It's like we saw ... impure. Or as if we were to be the promoters of the end of his quiet, as if our fault the marauders were to put the house in his sights. I do not know ... Perhaps it is a hobby of mine, perhaps just want to continue your life as it was before and have enough food for them. But what is undeniable is that very strange. They have something to take me out of my boxes, but we have to respect them because they are his "guests." I very much like them to be blessed and firmly believe in God and His divine providence, but not I do not amusing that their beliefs affect us. For example, try all means that we not be in a room alone for a man and a woman. The reasons are obvious. When this happens, then comes Mercedes, he goes through and stays there. When assigning rooms, they did so that women and men we are apart. The girls were given a room on the second floor, next to hers. In the room we were given on the third floor. And of course, a room for everyone and one for all. Do not understand why my girlfriend can not sleep with me. Absurd. All this time I have been without getting out of bed, my colleagues have had to get used to sleeping in the floor with old blankets and mattresses. I have been privileged to have stayed in bed. Not that the house has many rooms, but that there are a couple of these free. One on the second floor and another next to our room. The latter has been closed since we arrived. Here comes another strange hobby groups, and that is that since we arrived, we were told the room that had left it as is, that not occurred to us to enter. If we did, we largarÃan to the street in the blink of an eye. Have not told us the reason we can not enter, but I do not suppose we have to explain, we are at home. But that room ... I mosque. And yet from a few weeks ago, at night, I heard a series of noises coming from it. It was a noise as those produced by scratching a gnawed wallpaper. So all night. My fellow sobaban soundly and did not realize it, but I do. The pain kept me awake. When I mentioned it to Joaquin, he attributed to rats. Not given much importance. I do not know ...
The truth is we're very happy here and I start to feel safe. I had not felt well. To be exact, since we left the resort. But I prefer not very fond of this place, because Joaquin is like a stubborn old mule, and this determined that we must go. Anyway, if I had to choose, I'd rather start a new life in a safe city as it promises to be Reus. Choose whichever you prefer, we have to go from here. I guess we'll do in a week or so, when we get to plan and get some vehicles.
I will take coffee. Until a few days and had completely forgotten the taste of this:)
- Erik -
- Erik -
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