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Damn uncertainty ... This is a fucking no life. But in all respects. Eduardo has not returned. And some time ago that was. Ivan longer you left. For months. But as far as he's concerned, I give up for dead. All we take them for dead. It's something that we have assumed. But Edward, I was still alive. Not so long ago that he left. And something tells me that this course was here. But we can not wait. I wonder how we can hold up under this roof. Since I found out about the latest news, it does not look good at all. Have gotten worse. The day after, the first thing I did was to discreetly inform Mary. She was as surprised as us. His words were the feeling that runs inside me: "We have to go soon. This place is not safe, these guys are dangerous" . Yes, but as we go. How to do it without Eduardo. This is a real dilemma. My heart says "We have to wait, we can not leave without him , but my brain says " Let's go tonight. Better to mourn for someone who does not mourn for the whole group ". But I know that Edward I expected. I know. And do this after he is in this situation because of me. But the situation has become untenable. As night falls, always lock the door of the locker room and sleep with a gun under the pillow. Every night, I go into a state of alert than just sleep. Every noise I hear, however slight, startles me and makes me take up the gun hoping that someone tries to enter through the door. Every night the same song. And when there is a noise, my mind is that causes this to startle me and tell me you do not let your guard down. Bethlehem asks me to relax, but I can not. I do not trust Michael and his people after everything I've heard and seen. Plotting something against us. They know that Esther has told me everything, they know that we want to go from here but we do not leave Edward. And this scares me. I'm between a rock and a hard place. I've asked Maria not let your guard down, which in now that I am not present, not separated from Bethlehem and others. She is a brave girl and I know her, the group is safe. I have also asked to Bethlehem is not separated from his pistol at all times. That at the least sign of danger, we target a bullet in the head who will try to do something. Maybe I'm getting paranoid, but I prefer to become a confident this before. With all that I have lived and supports me, so this time I'm gonna get anything by surprise. I am willing to sell face my life. I should think so ...

And, after all today.

On today, to say. It is an environment very rare that flows here. During the meal, Miguel has been reported that the Mass was to be done just after this. I, as usual, I ignored this. I never go to these masses and less going to do now. But I remembered that Esther if you go to them. Though now you do to save face. This has made me rethink something that until now had not reconsidered. I thought of my plan not to keep us apart and that the masses were no exception. As a precaution, I had to keep Esther attend this Mass and all of the following, or else, go the whole group. Just after the meal, everyone has been lifted from their seats and has been directed towards the exit door with the intention of going to church. I have followed with Esther and this one has noticed this, then it has gotten into one of the bathrooms. I, secretly, I've gotten behind it. She was next to a sink and told me "Get your head round, Erik" . I've been strong and I told "You should not go to that church. Neither this nor any more. We do not know where they are able to come, so we should not keep us apart" . She told me flatly "No. I have to go. If I go, even more suspect. I have to keep up appearances until the time comes to leave here. Moreover, there is no danger in the event. It will not happen no, do not suffer ". My answer has been "Ok. Well if you must go, we're there too. You say that there is no danger and you may be right. But I'm not going to risk. We do not have to separate in any way. We have to make mistakes if have committed in the past. Go to the Mass, I will tell all.'ll see you there. We sat in the back row ". I left the bathroom and I ran to look to others to convey the news. Bethlehem First I met and I told "We will attend the mass. You know that Esther is going and start to think that they can be dangerous. I do not trust. Go to the room and take the guns., Upload them and guard a jacket. The other save it and give it to me before entering the church. Be discreet, and can not react if they see that we went armed to his temple ". Bethlehem told me" Ok ", gave me a kiss and was gone in a hurry to do what I asked. My next goal has been to look to others to advise them of the plan. I have not been slow to find Mary. I have briefly outlined the plan and has given me the reason. As I said we can not lower our guard, it has raised its shirt and showed me a knife that she kept between pants and says "Who says I have lost?" . and I can only tell two: Hans and Elena. This raised me hard As soon as they know it is happening. After all that has happened, they just have told them that something was happening, to stay with a thousand eyes and not trust anyone here. Hans asked me many questions, not answer them. The reason, Hans did not know enough and do not know how far to keep your mouth shut and Elena, who with his brain insurance mosquito that escaped him some information and ended up finding out the sectarians. Well, that's what I had said until today and now must ingeniármelas to come to mass without knowing more of what they know. I've looked everywhere: in their rooms, common rooms, in the summer ... nothing. Anything until you have given me by looking at one of the bathrooms. And in that evil hour. By entering this, I've been opening the doors of the toilets until .. I found them. He must have known before. When you open the door, I found a somewhat uncomfortable. Hans, with his pants down and Elena ... well, knees ... know what I mean. Hans has a look of surprise mixed with shame, but before I say anything, I closed the door in a hurry. I was about to leave when Hans has come out saying "Erik! Erik! Wait, is not what it seems!" pants as he climbed. I've turned and I said "Ah, right? Well, I thought that bad. Has tripped and fell to the ground, giving the chance has fallen sulking in your package ... (Elena has left the toilet at that moment with her head bowed and Hans, on hearing my answer, is out with his mouth open) Let's see, Hans, I am neither an idiot nor do I care what you do. But you would have to have some shame and focus. Especially you, Elena, who only think in the same (this I have looked shyly with her head bowed) That is the respect you keep Ivan. That little shame ... ". What I have answered Elena has been the last straw: " I have the right to rebuild my life. I have assumed that Ivan is dead. I am free to do whatever you want ". Even I answered. I think the look of disgust that I've released has been more than enough. I turned around and I left the toilets. But Hans has come running after me and said "I ... sorry ... you're right. This has been very ill and disoriented in place. He should not have happened. But is that it takes time and I'm not insinuating stone ... Now I feel guilty ... my wife ... as I have done this. Do not even know if he's alive and I doing this ... ". I have not left end: " I thought you were made of sterner stuff, Hans. I did not expect you to betray yourself so easily. But it is your problem, you've failed yourself. And you family. I do not give explanations, Elena is not mine. Give explanations to your wife when you find her. Just say you choose us now to mass. Let's go all out and want us to be united at this time. You'll soon understand this ". By Elena does not surprise me this. She is very slight, until today, has thrown most of the group and do not give your brain more. But Hans, a grown man, in years and with a family that was supposed to want, doing this ... I was disappointed. But as I said, is their problem. Beyond consciousness. If he can sleep easily from today, I doubt it's your problem.

I've gone to church and when I reached the door, I discovered that I was still getting people. At the door, welcoming every parishioner, was Miguel. At the end of the tail, Bethlehem and Mary. I approached them and Bethlehem has embraced me. While doing this, I noticed as I stuck my gun in the back of my pants. I gave him a kiss and I winked symbol of complicity. We waited our turn to enter the church, time in which we are joined Hans and Elena. When it came our turn to enter, Miguel says: "What joy, my brothers! Acudís this mass," The highest I warned of this in his latest revelation. He told me acudiríais this mass so important. He has given you the push to come here. Come in, come and take seat ". I have dedicated my best fake smile and I said nothing. We have gone and taken a seat in the back row, where ever. With all seated, Miguel has walked down the aisle, has skirted the den still works and has reached the altar. There has begun to speak:

Brothers ... Sisters ... Welcome everyone back to the house of the Lord. Thanks for coming to every appointment that God has marked you. As you know, are dark times. Times of pain, violence, horror ... But we stand firm and follow the words of our Lord. And so He protects us and helps us. He has given us a second chance, while those who disobey its teachings and mandates, he sent his divine army to end their lives of debauchery and lust, he sent his army to stop fucking with them and join them as new soldiers in his army until doomsday. That day, all souls on earth shall be called before him and before his court of angels. Every soul will be weighed in the divine scales. The events over the past life of every soul will determine the verdict. The souls who have led a life of sin and debauchery, black souls as coal and stinking like manure, their sins sink the scale and weigh more than his few pure acts. That souls are immediately captured by fallen angels, angels with wings of fire and ash body, and dragged these unfortunates to hell for ever and ever, until the fire strip and clean all the filth of those corrupted souls. On the contrary, all those souls free from sin, lives of sacrifice, clean and pure, clear water, his good deeds weigh more than their negative deeds. Blessed are those souls that on pure white winged horses will be brought before the gates of paradise, where rivers run clear water where the birds sing and play day and night, where there is no pain and only have to goodness and joy. That will be the reward for your sacrifice, eternal life, while for all those sinners, their prize will be fire and brimstone. Why do I speak of all this, brothers? Because the day of reckoning is near. God begins to call. He wants to begin to become aware and prepare everything for the big day. And so, he has given me, among other things, we make this work (has indicated the moat under construction). He wants to finish this for the big day. The day ended and all march back to his breast. Because in his latest revelation, he has given me to know the end date this earthly world ... "All the sectarians have released almost in unison an exclamation of surprise and started to murmur. We've been a bit surprised by this and we exchanged glances between us. continued Miguel" .. . No, brothers, no ... Do not be alarmed. Do not you fear invade. You have nothing to fear. We are on track. We follow his word. Relegate fear to those who, despite knowing the word of the Most High continue to ignore their wishes. Those who turn their heads at the words of our Lord Almighty. Those who seem to have a veil over his eyes. They must fear, for God's wrath knows no limits (Do not know why, but this series gives me nice things to us has been dedicated to us ...) . We have heard your call and have spent some time traveling the right way he has marked. Therefore, instead of fear we feel anxiety, craving for that day to come as soon as possible and leave this hell on earth to enter the eternal garden where we will live forever. Brothers ... He did not allow me to know that you of the date of the big day. I can say neither will happen. But if you want to know that the work we are carrying out here is they have to be completed as soon as possible. The reason, I know. The day that this nightmare was over, we will give a final mass. The all-powerful want in this Mass also present a number of his followers divine. Reanimated 66 to be exact. The why is simple. Although they are poor sinners paying part of their punishment, they are also children of God as we are. And they have the same right as us to be present at the Mass of the great day ... ". The silence has been made in the room at that moment and I at such nonsense and without realizing it, I thought of saying out loud "Mad ... This is a nest of crazy ... 66 marauders roof with so many people sharing ... A suicide . Despite the distance between us with Miguel, he heard me. It was bad luck that has spoken just as it has become silent. The point is that he has addressed to me, telling me in front of all people, which is rotated at me "Any problem, brother Erik?" . I burst losing papers, I confess. Loudly, almost shouting, have answered "Yes. Where you let your sanity, Miguel? Both prowler in here, even if they are within a moat, is suicide. Do not you think all these people? Me very much like your faith and all the paraphernalia that you have assembled here at this time. Do not deny it, most of these people are alive thanks to your initiative, but why bring everything up to this limit? " . Miguel, a calm voice, I responded "I do not dictate the rules, man. Only do what God tells us to do. I'm just the spokesperson" . Just finished saying that when all the people who had turned in their seats has started to grumble and cry "Infidel!" and "Infidels!" . I have not stopped acogotar and I replied "God tells you to do this? Lies This is the product of your imagination, Miguel. And it's time that you do know all of these poor people who follow you unconditionally . Talk about your bad! Tell them the reason that no marauders attack you is because you do not sweat because of the illness you suffer! "And your revelations heavenly?! Simple febrile delirium! Come on ... The same day I tell them that Reus is still standing and what you've been covering, saying the opposite so that your faithful not abandon you! ". I've screwed up and I admit it. Now if we have to be careful. Miguel you know we know his secret. And everything to lose and get carried papers for my character. Several rows in front of us, I saw Esther, staring with his mouth open and completely surprised. If at that time could having read the mind I know she was thinking "Damn fool, what are you doing? So keep it secret? ". Surrounded by all these people watching me, with Miguel silent on the altar, wrapped in a heavy silence, I feared that would give the order to get us, and I have directed my hand to the back of my pants and I prepared for its gun and shot liarme with anyone we want to do harm. But no. Miguel said "Erik, you never know what you mean. You invaded my anger. Just tell you one thing. I pity you ... You will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Tonight I will pray for your soul" . I turned around and I headed for the door. I did not want to hear more bullshit. When I opened the door of the church and got out, I started to curse and kick a trash can. Just give us away to Michael. I am a complete idiot. The just reported and it was just what we both wanted to avoid. And worst of all, I've betrayed Michael and no one has caught or ignored me. They are completely mesmerized. I went to the building when Esther has left the church and has run up to me. Then I said "These bastard! Now if we are in danger! Do not even need to continue pretending, you know that it was I who told you!" . I have not ignored and I was quickly directed to the room. I had to get me there, sitting in his chair, calm and clear my head. Thinking to do. The problem was when I came to this.

Upon arrival at the room has been when I led the unexpected surprise. The door, which is always closed when we left, was ajar. Carefully, I have slowly opened and I found a guy rummaging through the drawers. shouting "Hey you! Are you doing here!" has been turned and I discovered who it was. Was Juanca. This, looking surprised, told me "Nothing. Do not look for anything" . I, watching the room, which was stirred and signs that had been looking for something, I answered "Sure, sure. And you're here because you've mistaken your room, right?" . Juanca said "do I have to give explanations, infidel . As I closed the door, I said "Of course. ... You do not have to thank me but I'll give" . This has backed away into a corner, saying "What ... what are you going to do?" . My answer has not been words but pounce on him. Juanca, a fast-moving, has eluded me while I've thrown a chair at me. This has impacted me, but I managed to grab his shirt before he had opened the door. I have dealt a strong blow to the jaw followed by two more. Juanca has faltered and almost loses his balance. I was going to tip fourth shot when he answered me with a kick in my parts. Do not I can describe in words the pain I felt. But still, I have hit back kick as the height of the belly. Has fallen down and I continued hitting him. Not as it has done, but it has been redone and launched on me, him on the ground and falling on me. He then caught me in the neck with both hands and started to strangle me. I confess that at times I thought it was going to kill me. I was drowning and I could not let go. As I could, I stretched my arms and I have a tight grip on his head. Then, I directed my thumbs on his eyes and I pushed hard. This, in a hurry, let me go neck and led her hands over mine. If I wanted, I would have sunken eyes enough to smash, but for humanity, I have not done. Your payment has been up and take my machete, I was on a pile of clothes from a drawer. He has drawn from its sheath and, holding aloft, has raced toward me with the intent to stab. I did not get up nor time to try to repel the attack. In that moment, I was sold. But if I could draw my gun pants at gunpoint. I've been to nothing to pull the trigger, but has slowed Juanca dry before doing so. Still, I hesitated on whether to shoot. Something inside me was screaming to kill him. But I have not done. I still have not become a monster. Although beginning to wonder that perhaps I have little ... Juanca, saw the gun pointing at him, I was asked not to shoot. As I lifted off the ground, I have ordered to throw the knife to the ground, something he has done, then I've supported the barrel of the gun on the front and I told "If you wish to make a hole in the head talks. What you were looking for and who has commanded you to? " . I responded "Kill me. I will not say anything. So do it. I do not live in sin like you, therefore, do not fear death" . At the same moment, the door opened and Bethlehem has made an appearance. Seeing the big picture, he shouted "Erik! Do not!" . Have passed long seconds that none of these has done anything. Again I've been shooting anything. So I said "You are a fucking traitor and a dirty snitch. So pay us everything we've done for you. In an evil hour that brought you out of the cage. You had to be left there so you would have gotten eaten that bunch of cannibals. At that time ... It is bad that Michael sent you. Tell him from me, as do with this, they are going to do with me. Do not worry, we're going to leave here as soon as possible , but in the course of time we stay here, for their sake and for all, do not even think to make us something to me or mine, because I will myself in person whom you peeling a by one. Run! See and tell, sneak traitor! ". I dropped the gun and Juanca has turned and has turned to the door. While this was on the way, has taken a bag of soil and has been suspended from the shoulder. Belén , a fast-moving, has given a spurt and has been taken. After that, Juanca has run and disappeared down the hall. Bethlehem opened the bag and drew from this the following: my two pc's notebooks, the book Notes of Bethlehem and maps with which we have been being worth all this time. This son of a bitch was looking for information about what we are planning to do. He knows I write this blog, so I wanted to steal the pc's. Mary and others have appeared at that time. Mary asked what happened, but I told "Go to the storeroom where they keep our weapons. This is something that should have done long ago. Bring them here, along with ammunition. Pick the one you want and give them to Esther, Hans and Elena. The rest will remain here. And lock the doors tonight. Give me time and we'll be here when we can ". Bethlehem looked at me and told me "Erik ... You were not yourself ... I thought you matabas ... What you going?" . I could only respond with a "I do not know ... I do not even know me" .

And that's the truth. I do not know happened to me. I managed to control the situation, but I was about to shoot even having it reduced. And worst of all is that if I had, I would not have had regrets. It is not the first time I kill someone who is not a prowler, but not for this that would not have regrets. It's strange. It is as if this situation I was overflowing, as if knowing that hangs in the balance and uncertainty of the latent danger lurks, was awakened in me a survival instinct which leads me to do horrible things to defend my . And if they force me to do, I will fulfill my threats and I'll finish with each and every one of those in this community. No remorse.

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+ 10/06/1910 + 02/10/1910 + Revelation + Reunion

As is well known, we never stop to surprise us. It's amazing the ability of humans to move from a state of calm or alert to other areas of concern and anxiety in just a few seconds. And sometimes make the mistake to drop our guard and forget the latent danger that lurks in every square meter of the world we live. We never learn that, after the sweet and kind words of many people, you can hide a potential snake charmer, someone with honeyed words hypnotize, hiding their true intentions. And there's the other problem, when an individual discovers these and you do not know find out that behind his words, dark intentions hidden. In these situations, when we find the criminal but we did not discover the crime, we cornered between a rock and a hard place, we do not know how to act, do not know whether to attack or wait to be attacked. If we attack first, we expose ourselves to stoop to the level of our opponent and giving a false step, if we expect to be attacked to defend ourselves, we run the risk of being too late to do anything. It's a dilemma. And in this dilemma we find ourselves now. With Trojan included.

I have spent the day giving round and round to the words of Esther. I tried talking with her several times, but has shunned me and alleged "This is not the time to talk, and will notify you" . As much as I tried, I failed to understand why so secretive and, if so urgent an issue that was not what I said as soon as possible. I did not understand anything until last night. It was about 23:00 and I was in Bethlehem in our room. I was writing a ticket, which I had to delete to write this, when Bethlehem told me "What is that?" . I turned and, Bethlehem was picking up a paper on the floor, which was next to the door. I got up to same time that Bethlehem told me "I just sneak by under the door" and I asked him to give it to me. Of course nothing I take it that it was and my assumption has been confirmed to open it. Written in pencil, put "Go to the third shed. Sal without being seen by anyone. Esther" . Although Esther's warning about not saying anything to anybody, I've done and been to Bethlehem. The caught up with all this just talk to Esther in the first meeting I had with it just come back here. Bethlehem these days has been like me, without understanding anything of what I said Esther, but yet has told me that since I left, Esther has been very rare, separated from all other members of the community. I do not know if you will remember that since I discussed it with me, joined the collective as one more sectarian. Well, with Bethlehem aware of all this there was no need for me to explain about the note and I could go out without delay the path to the shed room. For every step I took, I made sure that nobody has seen, much less, I have taken. When I come out of the building, the night breeze left me frozen almost instantly. Seeing the darkness of the night and I without a flashlight to light the way, what I did was take the pistol from his belt and, with the five senses on alert orchards move up to the shed. In this way I have not stopped feeling cold chills, and not precisely. Stressing over the sound of howling wind, the sound grim for more than a year and a half has been the case: the moans and muffled cries of the marauders. At first I thought instinctively that these were produced by a horde of marauders who was coming, but I managed to calm down as soon as I agreed that these came from the farm of Michael. Upon arrival to the shed, I've looked everywhere. Esther was not. All of a sudden and startling, has opened the door of the shed and she has appeared, inviting me to go. There was no cross or the door when I immediately said "No one has seen you, right?" . I said no and I asked you what happened, why all this. She responded:

"There are many things and not know where to start. How I have been deceived, Erik ... and how right your words. I am sorry as I got you, I'm sorry all the insults I said and put aside all ... I spent all this time with a blindfold on. Now I understand that soon gave me to this belief of desperation, fear of the world in which we live. As you said has been of necessity to believe in something, to give explanation everything that is happening. And Michael, with his words of salvation and tricks I have been deceived. Yes, you heard right, tricks in capitals. First, I want you to know that Michael and most of his coterie of trusted, those who wear the cloth head coverings are not cleaned wheat. Or at least, are a bunch of crazy people who believe their own lies. What is clear is that since I've been separating them and discovering things on my own, are having a watch at all times. Every step I take, are they back to watch me. If I speak with you, they are present. If I go to pee, there is always someone lurking to see if it really went to relieve myself. No longer do ... " . I asked him if he knew why they were doing this and your question has been so overwhelming as revealing. Test unveiled million, which many times I've wondered and headaches has given me. "It started since you left. Do not know what day exactly. I, for those days, did not suspect anything or had this problem with them. On the contrary. Went out to the masses, helping with homework, read to them ... one more go. But one day I realized something. A Miguel anything happened to him. I saw the red spots on her arms and then I remembered the injection of medicine that you took of your room, the one for which we discuss. The I asked to see this and he said talking about God that he punishment for his life of excess and such and such. Come on, did not answer the question. Knowing this, I observed. Wanted to know what medical condition and whether they had suffered from treatment. Then I discovered more. I saw that always took some pills after every meal, I always complained of headaches, dizziness, of which only spend a few minutes in the sun felt ill and had to put in the shade quickly, which tired very easily ... But most of these symptoms come in many diseases, so I needed to know more. And you know what I did to find out more? The same as you. Rummaging in his room. Here curiosity and was bigger than my faith. One day in church, I escaped a few minutes before the end of this and went to his room. After ensuring that no one had seen me, I began looking in cupboards, in the papers on his desk, in drawers ... I wanted to find a box of medication that retain the prospectus. But I found something much better. A bundle of medical papers on behalf of Miguel (apparently, Esther found the papers I had in my hand and I did not have time to read) I began to read and, you know what? Bingo! There was the medical condition suffered by Michael. Fabry disease. That was when I understood everything and myth has fallen to me feet. Miguel is not a choice and never has been. It's a sick person from a strange disease that has no cure and which explains everything. So the Replagal you taught me, this is a medicine to treat this disease. Remember the time you entered a trance and take him to the room where God speaks? Well, that trance is simple fainting by his illness. Are your headaches? Disease. Are the stains on your arms? Disease. Are you dizzy? Disease. What can not support even two minutes in the sun? Disease. What walk among the marauders? The disease ...". When he told her I did not understand that relationship may have the disease by walking among the marauders. But I quickly understood his explanation. "... does not look like that, Erik. It all fits. I guess I do not know Fabry disease . The most characteristic symptom of this disease is that patients ... do not sweat! And if they do, what made in tiny quantities. That's why Michael does not tolerate the heat, suffering anhidrosis, or that your body does not sweat. And that is why the raiders do not detect it. This is only a theory, since I have no idea whether capture stuff smells or if we detect for any substance that creates the human body, but logical to talk to God and become the choice is. Apparently, Michael is invisible to the marauders, as they are not sweating, it releases substances by which they must detect and identify us as 'food'. And there, you can walk among them. I have also found their alleged logical communication with God. Well. Know that always, before his God to speak, enters a trance, is not it?. Well, that trance is nothing more than a faint. And here again to the fore the anhidrosis. As not sweat, your body regulates temperature, the main reason why all living sweats, then overheats and collapses. That will lead to a fainting spell while your body temperature rises. With an abnormal temperature in your body and therefore, fever, here comes God, or rather, delirium caused by fever ... ".

Facing a series of logical explanations of Esther, which has medical knowledge and know what he's talking, I was surprised. Normal not found an explanation for all this, I know the whole field of medicine. So far, I had never heard of this disease, completely unaware. And now that Esther has found the solution, everything fits. So he can walk with the dead, so he talks to 'God'. I would gather all his faithful and tell the truth about their leader. I do not know until this point would be correct. First, I'm sure the vast majority, if not all, I do not believe or do not give importance. Miguel continue believing blindly and follow his teachings. It is the height of all religion, fanaticism. People are so given to a faith or a belief that in spite of showing the truth before their eyes, they are able to see it. It's as if your eyes are covered with a bandage. And that's what I think is happening here. Second, if I believe, to what extent it would be beneficial?. Make no mistake, are living a charade, but in this community remain united and secure in the world, more than they would be separated.

Esther continued talking, then I have stopped to ask why all this secrecy and relied upon to tell me that they are watching when Michael and his men are not supposed to know anything about this. The response has been this: "You're wrong. Michael has learned that I was in his room and I think he suspects I have abandoned the faith. The day I was in your room, I discovered red-handed by Juanca (I knew that this type was a CANTAMAÑANAS, but not both) . As you know, Juanca is equal to or more absorbed by this belief that I have been. And he loves and believes Michael as the messiah who tells him to be. Apparently, Juanca left before Mass at the direction of Michael. It asked him to bring his pills in the room, and that bad time, because if it were not for this, nobody would have noticed that I had been there. Juanca was surprised to see me in the room with drawers open and papers in his hand. He told me he was doing there and was looking for. He said the first excuse that crossed my head, because I was very nervous, but not strained. Then started calling me unfaithful, ungrateful, treacherous and hurried away down the hall. Juanca I knew that was the poodle and sneak Miguel, but as I was part of the community, I never minded. That Who know that he was informing him of all your steps. He was that kid who was Ivan who killed prowler that despite the ban on Michael and also goat that you had entered his room and stole a vial of Replagal (now all fits together. He was the snitch who ratted me) . Well, in just 20 minutes, Michael and was informed and called me to talk to him. I was very angry and it seemed that he was going to burst a vein in his temple. Never seen him like that. I cried, but I spoke up. I defended myself by saying that this was a lie, that whoever had said that he had lied without knowing for what purpose. He did not know that he had told someone, in this case, Juanca. Obviously, no one believed me and told me that if he do that, I would pull the community. I had no choice but to shut up and leave with their heads down. Since then, the whole community has made me aside, I is sidelined. I, to save face, given the robe, I pray and I go to Mass, but this I do to avoid suspicion in the eyes of Michael. That can not be able to know if you find his secret. What we do know is that I'm being watched because he has commanded. Want to find out if I left the faith, if I am legit. So I removed the eye. Where wrong time, Erik ... I regret all, had cast aside, having become part of this community of fanatics, of believing in this farce ... I feel stupid. Sorry, I feel all the damage I have done ... ". This has begun to mourn inconsolably. I only have limited me to hug and comfort her, saying that the past no longer mattered, the only thing that mattered was that he realized his mistake. In that instant, a loud noise has been heard outside the small shed. Esther has continued to mourn at once and stayed silent. Almost whispering, said "Did you hear that?" but I have not responded. I was too concentrated in hearing more noise from outside. We have finished a light alarm when lantern is cast by the boards of the wooden planks that form the wall. Quickly and among the shadows, I began to find a place to hide. I have not been slow to find it, although I doubted whether it would be suitable. This site was under a long table in the corner, next to a metal shelf. This table was covered by a filthy tablecloth that reached the ground. With time running out, I lifted the cloth fabric and I told Esther that metiese below. At that time, have fallen to the ground several papers that were on the table. After you pass Esther I've got inside and dropped the cloth, which we have run out of hiding. Nothing else to tell you not to make any noise or say anything, it has opened the door and a beam of light has illuminated every corner of the room. Moving around just as I approached the eye to a small hole in the fabric of the tablecloth, but I could only see legs of two people. They have begun to sniff around the room and light everywhere. Suddenly, a voice has sounded, saying "Here there is no one. Are you sure you have seen out of the building and go to this area?" . Juanca's voice replied. I do not know why, but I have not missed anything that he was behind it. says "As sure as I'm here. Vincent, enters the reanimated searched for" . Upon hearing this, I have been bristling all body hair. A revived? Why?. I could see the two have diverged into a corner and has appeared in the room a prowler. I've known for its staggering gait. Behind him, a third individual, who, it seems, since I have not seen him only from the waist down, wearing the neck lacing prowler with a kennel club. The silence has been in the room and I looked at Esther. It was shaking like a pudding. I have seen how the prowler has started walking around the room and suddenly, it has been planted in the middle of this. The second has been made forever, but have flown in the prowler has begun to address our position. It has been planted in front of our hiding place and a strong smell of rotting flesh has invaded us. I could listen to his feeble cries off. Her gnawed shoe protruded from under the tablecloth, stepping on a large paper that had fallen off the table just before they entered. I sighed with relief when this is separated from our hiding place and has led to a closet that had a few meters from us. Upon arrival with this, it has been clawing at the door and moan like crazy, then said Juanca "cast it. This here hidden in the closet" . Just after starting this, have dropped two big fat rats that have been running away from the door of the shed. Apparently, the prowler has directed the cabinet attracted by the sound of these two rats. At least, it seems, and I think. After that, Juanca says "not here. Come" and have gone with the Prowler, closing the door behind them. He almost caught us. For very little. Esther and I have remained hidden for at least 15 minutes. It was a measure of safety if they returned. Then we went out from under the table, but not before one interested in the roles they had on the floor which had been treading the prowler. Al pick it up, I saw that it was a map filled with signs and crosses in pencil. Do you know which was my surprise? That was a road map of the area and any signs marking pen had made the roads that were exploded! This has been the work of Miguel and his community! Why? I know, but I think I can guess. Miguel has commanded to do this in order to prevent defections to Reus and also with the intention of diverting travelers who are directed there. Do not forget that shortly after his arrival, he lied to us telling us to Reus had fallen, which I managed to discover that is a lie. The point is that all this has been his work and he has seen the feather duster. It is useless to continue selling us the image of savior who has never broken a plate. After tonight, things have changed a lot.

came time to leave to return to the building, we have done in the following way. First we have ascertained that Juanca and his companions were not in the area. After that, I told Esther that I would first, to count to 30 and then leave it, following me from afar. Thus, if I found out, she would have time to hide. We have done and then give me a hug, I have run cross country, towards the building. When I had enough of a lead, I turned head and I could see through the darkness, following me from afar. Upon reaching the door of the building, I got in and I waited in the lobby to see appear to Esther. As I've seen make an appearance before the glass doors of the entrance, I ran down the hall to get to my room. With time running out and looking at all sides, I opened the door and entered. Bethlehem was there, lying in bed and face have been concerned all along. She could hardly speak, I was out of breath, but as I could, I started to tell all to Bethlehem. Of course, has been so speechless as I've been when I've heard everything.

Today, as I have seen others, have acted as if it never happened. It was not wise to say anything. The only one who had told him something would have to Eduardo, and unfortunately, not. Esther has also acted as if nothing, as it as ever. Has continued without coming to us, but this time, to avoid suspicion. I could see how this right. Do not remove your eye or separate from it. But apparently, is not unique. We, too, watching us, especially, Juanca. Whenever I see, we are looking at, is where you are.

After learning this, I feel nervous, like something bad was about to happen. If before and felt the need to go, now feel more. Miguel has built a palace of lies, which if it does not believe they are, and as we discover that most of the compromised account and your world, do not think they took it much philosophy and try to maintain what has been achieved all these years regardless. As rightly said Esther, is not clean wheat. Neither he nor most of his inner circle. But, how do we explain that last night as if we seek a just escaped convicts from a prison? Perhaps this is a product of our paranoia and not for both, who are only looking for a simple excuse to throw us in the community and nothing more, but you never know. We do not know where able to get Michael to defend his community. What I do know is that we have to go hell out as soon as possible, since we are in the spotlight. We have two options: either leave without Eduardo and walk away from a potential danger or stay and wait and the worst from happening. I do not know ... I do not know to what extent it is profitable to risk lives for a single six.


- Erik -

Doctor Statement Example

After days waiting for departure yesterday when I started the engine. With more to my wounds healed and virtually all mobility in my arm, and was ready to return to the 'Church'. Good morning, I spoke with Andrew and told him I had come time of my departure. He was quick to help in the preparations. The first thing he did was, with his aunt, remove food and water to stock up on my trip. I told them I did not need to give me many provisions, the trip was not very long, but if they could spare enough water, I fill all the bottles you could carry. They did. I filled three and a half liter bottles and several small. Food gave me several cans of canned beans and lentils and several pieces of sausage. Then Andrew took me to store weapons and began to fill boxes of ammunition. He then told me "I think it best to leave your old rifle here and accept this gift. Take it out of gratitude for everything you have done for us and for the inconvenience you have suffered. It is not much, but you can pull through your old rifle Benelli may not resolve ". Then I presented the Dragunov wielding assault on the camp chabolero. The truth was right. This rifle was much better and superior in all aspects of my other rifle. I thanked him for the gift but not before trying to reject it for education. Andrés insisted, claiming that they had many more than you would need. I had almost finished my backpack when I told Andrew I had to do something before I leave. I wanted to visit the tomb of Eusebius and his son. I wanted to say goodbye. I met was not enough to have a close bond of affection, but I felt inside me that should say goodbye before leaving. If only out of gratitude for their hospitality. Since it started, I have not met many people I have opened the doors of his house without trying to kill later. Andrew, with a look that expressed thanks, I replied that of course I would. And he did. When I finished preparing my belongings, Andrew took me through the halls of the shelter to one of the outputs of this. We walk through a small garden to reach the graves. Given two lumps of earth moved, stood two wooden crosses with a small sheet of the same material in which put the full names of both. I stood in front of these, in silence. Andrew not utter a word. After a few minutes of silence, which only heard the wind howling, look around me. I looked at the ground, from here to there, until I found what I wanted. In this sea of \u200b\u200bland where there was not even bushes, found a couple of poppies that grew together and lonely. The ripped and put one on each grave. Then I said to Andrew "I'd like haberles left a bouquet or wreath, but we understand ..." . He answered me rather than just heard. At that time, thousands of things were happening through my head. For a moment I thought it very likely I'll ever have a funeral. Eusebio and Manuel were lucky, because I, any day I die in a crossroads full of marauders and my funeral will be reduced to wander as a more rotten. That was something that until now had not begun to haunt me and now I realize how horrible and sad that it should be.

When we returned to the shelter, I loaded the backpack on my back and shoulder the rifle. The shelter was empty and Andrew accompanied me was the other way. As he walked down the narrow passage way out, I was thinking that I would have liked to say goodbye to the wife of Eusebio and everyone else. My surprise was that, on leaving the shelter, waiting on the outside were all, including children. They were there to give me farewell. I could not keep my eyes teared. Eusebio's wife approached me and gave me a big hug, which I responded. When separated, removed her apron a bundle of cloth, which began to open. It was a pretty big machete, animal bone handle, shiny blade and leather sheath. I gave him, saying "Age of Eusebio. He always carried with him and had a great affection. I know him, wherever he is, be glad it's you who will carry from now. Take this as a reward for all the help we've provided ". Try not to accept it, but I insisted " Please, accept it or I get mad. I have all the belongings of Eusebio and it will make you miss more than my ". I could not continue to reject it and accepted it. I tied to my belt. Then, with tears in his eyes, the woman approached me old, the mother of Eusebio. This gave me two kisses and told me "Take care, son" . The wife of the late Manuel looked at me and said goodbye with his hand timidly. His face had not changed one iota since had heard the news that her husband had died. Andrew said children "Guys, what do you say?" . Children stopped playing around and told me "Bye, Erik!" . The smallest I got the language into a symbol of mockery. Then uttered a few words before leaving. Were brief and concise: "Thanks for all of you. I can never thank you enough what you have done for me. It's hard to find in these times. Take care a lot, please. I hope someday we meet again and I hope that this day has done all this. Goodbye. " Andres approached me and hugged me while said "Good luck, brother. And take care. Here are the keys to your new car. You got on the edge of that road. Until next time ". With keys in hand, eyes drenched in tears and without turning his head back, walked toward the vehicle. Had traveled more than halfway, when I heard screams behind me. I I turned quickly and saw someone running toward me. At first, it took me to recognize who it was, but I soon distinguished which was the daughter of Andrew, the apple of insulin. This was running towards me, shouting my name. I did not understand was happening until it came up to me and jumped into my arms, hugging me. I bent down and hugged me too. told me "Why are you going? Not go, please! Stay with us" . I, impressed by this situation he did not expect, I explained to the girl "Sorry, but I can not. I would love to stay with you, but I must go. There's someone waiting not far from here and I have to go with that person. Do not get mad, you'll see as I return someday to visit you, okay? " . The girl looked into my eyes and put something in his hand while said "Take care much, porfa" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. Then ran back to the shelter. I looked at what he had given me. It was a small teddy bear worn and patched. I could not help but smile and look like the girl she ran away. The others were at the door of the shelter and I raised my arm saying goodbye. They returned my gesture. Keep the bear in my backpack and went on my way to the car. This was an all-blue field. I got in and started my journey without stopping to think about the girl and the gift that I had done.

The night I surprised a few miles from my destination. Although I found my way to many marauders, I decided to spend the night in the car and wait for daylight to follow my path. It was a safety measure to avoid unexpected surprises in the night. I parked on the shoulder and was soon asleep. Do not know what time it was exactly, I think the 23:30, when I awoke with a start. A blindingly bright light dazzled me. I felt disoriented and pants pulled my gun, but the car door opened and a hand pulled me outside, knocking on the floor. Before me stood a man who could not see well because of the light. This kicked my gun away. Covering the light with my hands, I could see something better for the individual. This carried a rifle with which I was aiming. His head was covered by a helmet and face by a gas mask. He wore a uniform ... English army! This, in a deep voice said "No try anything or shoot. Stand up very slowly, ". Obeyed and another individual appeared more, sign up while he went to my car and began to rummage through my belongings. The first said" Who you are, where you come from and where you ". I answered a half-truth: "My name is Erik and just looking for a safe place and food, nothing more" . answered "Yes, of course, and have been wandering all this time. Do you mean us to believe that? You are a robber, right? Put your hands on the hood of the car and do not move ". I did not answer and put my hands on the car. As I searched and removed the machete, I started to think of a more compelling story. I did not know who they were, if they really were military or not, therefore, would not discover the location of Bethlehem and other shelter or Andrew. While caught me, I asked "And who are you and that you want exactly?" . His response was encouraging "We are soldiers of the army of resistance, champion . The man who sniffed my car came out saying "It only takes a rifle, everything else unimportant objects. There seems looter. Joseph, stooping a little focus, dazzle us" . That Joseph was a third party that he had not seen. Under the spotlight and then I could see more clarity to my captors. Uploaded in a military jeep and directing the focus was the third individual. The three wore military garb. I had searched the said "Look, I'll give the last chance. If you tell us the truth of who you are, you let go. If we're lying again, we're going to judge as looters and / or crook, and that is punishable by death, so we'll give a shot in the head on the roadside to the wild dogs eat you until you revive. You Decide ". Military seemed true, so I decided to tell the truth. I started from my departure from the Church to find Ivan, going through my stay at the shelter, until the day today. The military cases looked at each other and one is pronounced: "tell a story quite compelling and we're going to believe. The truth, we have not found anything in your car as you incriminate looter or crook, so you can rest easy. A all this ... How are those individuals that may Skull Korps? . I gave a fairly detailed description and looked at each other. Then, as she put on the hood of the car and belongings machete mine said "We are aware of those individuals. We have a time following in his footsteps to hear they hatch. They move around Tarragona. Also no longer see Salou and the PortAventura theme park. When we get Reus to inform our superiors that are dangerous and take action ". took the opportunity to ask about Ivan, I gave a detailed description and asked if they had seen. The answer was negative: " No. At least we are not aware about the person we are describing. Anyway, we have not followed up that group. I've only read the reports and we are aware. Believe it or not, many groups of individuals who roam around Reus. Many of them wander and leave, therefore, ignore them. But those who try to interfere with the peace of the city or those who have evidence of criminal acts carried out, we order these to take charge and finish them. We'll report what we have reported and if the superior gives approval, a unit charge of those guys, ". Amazed by the organization that seems to be in Reus, I asked them to report on the status of the city. I get answered without hindrance. "Is the situation? Hmm ... Well, as always. A few days ago that the cleaning and disinfection of the western perimeter has been completed and enabled new evacuees, but the widening of the city continues. The repair work on the north fence still in process, the weekly cleaning of infected fences have had to postpone ... Do not know what else you want to know, everything is almost as usual ". I spoke of our intention to get to Reus and become part of the community to which he replied " Sure, you can. But it is not so simple. Although this city was established for the evacuation of civilians, not everyone can enter. We already know when you arrive, but do not worry, they are very basic requirements and you have nothing to fear. I inform you that to get to Reus from this area, it is only possible from the road to Tarragona. Someone flying entertained all accesses that lead to the city from this area ". The theory that Eusebio was considering the military could be flown Reus the roads leading to the city discarded after this revelation. But then who could have done this? I still do not understand. What kind of interest can be created to accomplish this. After this, the military explained to me that they were for that area and coming from some reconnaissance mission which refused to give me more details. I was surprised not to remove their gas masks at any point in the conversation. Why had these? Was a method of preventing the spread of what the hell is that turns people into walking dead? No idea. Neither had time to ask, and they soon leave shortly after receiving a message for walkies. Telling a "We have to go. Be careful, this area is not safe. And we hope that you and your family arrive without problems Reus boarded the vehicle and drove away in the dark. And single and thinking about everything I had heard, I got the car until I got to sleep. That it was not easy.

I woke up at first light of dawn. The songs of birds resounded everywhere, and it brought me old memories. Memories of a not too distant past in which they could live more or less calm. Long since I did not notice small details like this. I started the car and started running. It took me only a couple of hours reach my destination. 'The church of the end times. " As I approached the vehicle, in my craving grew to embrace back to Bethlehem. The area is as it had left a few months ago, without any significant change. Upon arrival the car park of the building, I parked right in front of the door of the building and stopped the engine. A couple of people who were at the door stared at me and they soon get into the building, whispering. I loaded all my belongings and left the car almost running. Bethlehem was to find as soon as possible. I entered the building and walk quickly through the halls the way to the room. Suddenly, Esther appeared dressed with the stupid robe. This, to me, has reacted in a way that could not have imagined. Exclaiming my name started to run toward me. I was going to ask for Bethlehem, but I have not had time because says "You're back! I can not believe it! I have to talk to you about a subject! And by the way, I want to apologize for everything what happened between us ... " . I had to interrupt, asking about Bethlehem. She replied that I was in the room. Wasting no time, I left behind Esther and I headed to the room. Behind me was listening to Esther then seek to say that without fail. When I reached the door room, I grabbed the knob and turn it before, I breathed deeply. Bethlehem was to go into shock as soon as I saw it. I counted to three and turned the knob, opening the door. The room was lit. At the bottom of this, sitting on the bed, was Bethlehem. She looked up and froze when he saw me. It seemed that she was seeing a ghost. Then a leap to his feet and exclaimed "My God! Erik!" . Running up to me, has thrown into my arms. It has to mourn bitterly, saying "I thought you were dead ... I thought ... God ... I had lost all hope ..." . Strong hugging I told him I was back, did not have to worry about anything. Bethlehem has looked me in the eye and let me go a slap. I knew you would. Then I said "No do it again. Never leave me again. For all the world" and kissed me on the lips. All that has happened since the reunion in more depth and so on, can not count and is between Bethlehem and I know what I mean ... hehe.

Lying in bed, I've told all my journey. Since my stay at home for the elderly through the refuge. My every word was heard by Bethlehem carefully. When I reached the part of Reus, Bethlehem has been silent. I could not believe. He asked me to repeat it as I have done. So says "It's the best news you could give me, darling. The best. You know what that means? There is still hope to leave this all behind! We can build a new life ..." . Seeing it again with the joy has been a new injection of spirit. We have been a good time talking about it and asked him as he passed around in my absence and if Ivan had returned. The answer was a blow. "Things have gone smoothly, as far as it goes. The good news is that since you left, there have been more attacks by marauders. ... But Ivan has not returned. And if you say have not found it, I think we both already know that that means. Do not torture yourself, Erik, you've done what you could. More than you should. Now we have another problem ... ". I looked at Bethlehem, fearing the worst. " ... a few days ago that Edward came to fetch ". The world has fallen to my feet at this. " I was very bad from your game. And with the passage of time, when he did not appear there, I went to worse. Eduardo care much about me, did everything possible to not so bad was happening. He kept giving me encouragement, telling me that for sure you were alive, he had only suffered a setback and nothing more ... Everyone helped me, but Eduardo was that more. He also felt very sorry for your absence and decided to go after you, like you had done by Ivan. I gave the nod and asked him please to find you. Now that he was right and I feel so guilty for allowing him to go ... ". I could not say anything about it. I did exactly the same. Now I feel terrible for all that has triggered gone, too. I did all this to find Ivan, mission in which I failed, and I've only got two friends now are those who are missing. I know Eduardo take good care of yourself and not going to happen at all, but I do not know. Ivan also take good care of if same and look, for months has not returned. I do not know ... I guess we can only hope. The downside is that until no Eduardo, we can not leave their way to Reus. Another setback more.

I have stayed in the room a while before we decided to get up. I itched curious what Esther told me and then I thought about going to look. I mentioned it to Bethlehem and I went for a spin to see if she saw Esther. I have not been slow to find it. She sat on the steps of the entrance. When he saw me, started to look at all sides and I have been approached in a hurry. I do not even have time to ask what he has begun to speak in haste: "Erik, thank God you're back. There are many things you should know. And it's not anything good. You were right and start thinking we are in danger ..." . At that time, Esther was quiet dry and has set his eyes on my back. Did not understand what happened and she continued: "... now I can not say anything. I watch very closely. We watch them all. We get together at night. I'll leave a note under the door of your room , then I'll tell you where you get to talk. It is important that you do not say anything to anyone about all this, above all, do not talk about anything with Juanca ". Without understanding anything, I told a "But ..." he has not heard, as it has turned and gone. Then I turned and I have seen who was scared. It was Miguel. He came towards me, smiling. I still do not understand anything. Esther was a follower of Miguel! How to be all about? Michael has come to my position and exclaimed "Erik! Brother! These back! Not know how I am glad of it. God has brought you safe and sound. What was your journey? Did you find what you were looking for? " . Given my negative response, continued "If you have not found what you want is because the high did not want. Do not worry about it, what matters is that you are back in the community. There are many new developments since you left. Leave show you the " . He has asked me to accompany him and I followed her to the chapel. Upon entering, I discovered this whole area filled with sacks of work, bricks and a large hole in the ground. Miguel has started to tell me "You may wonder what this is. I said. Soon you go, God put me back in touch. Again I made new revelations. I confess I was very worried about it, because as well You know, God stopped communicating with me. And the reason for this was that I feared. He was angry with us. That is why we sent his armies to attack us. I was not in accordance with how things were going here. I I apologized on my behalf and on behalf of you all. He has accepted our repentance and me has called several things. One of those things is this. Want a great remodeling of the chapel. He wants the center of this has a small pit, a small room for the big day, your big day, give a mass in his honor and in there to attend the above a large number of their ranks ... " . I do not know my face has been saying that, but then said "Peace, brother, calm ... This should not worry. You just have to understand that they are also their children. He just wants to be present on the big day. I will be officiating at the high mass and you have nothing to fear. I will look after the safety of all and they will only be in there, unable to leave. God willing, brother, and we must obey his word. Now, the most important thing is to have finished the work for that day. When this is about, I let you know. In the meantime, you can participate in the works, brother Erik. We'll be a great help ". The hell I will participate! What the fuck is that of building a moat to fill with marauders and give a mass? This man lost his sanity at a rapid pace. I just hope that when great day, we're already in Reus. Although I do not know when will that day, but the work of the pit are nearly completed, at least at first glance. It is a fairly large pit, located between the altar of Michael and banks of the faithful. I could not tell tales meters is long or deep, but it takes a lot. To the naked eye, there can fit more than one hundred marauders crammed. That crazy ...

has arrived at night and can not stop thinking about all the developments that have assaulted me upon arrival. A few hours ago that Maria, Hans, Ellen, and even Thor had come to welcome me and I could just ignore them, and I stay away, immersed in thought. The news that Eduardo has left for me, the words and the face of fear of Esther, the work of Miguel schizophrenic ... Not that it has changed the day I left here, but things are not working as usual. So I much regret having left. Perhaps if I had not gone, now understand many things that are happening and I do not understand. We can only hope that Eduardo arrived soon, safe and sound ...

sooner we go and get to Reus, the better. This is not our site. And never was.


- Erik -