Damn uncertainty ... This is a fucking no life. But in all respects. Eduardo has not returned. And some time ago that was. Ivan longer you left. For months. But as far as he's concerned, I give up for dead. All we take them for dead. It's something that we have assumed. But Edward, I was still alive. Not so long ago that he left. And something tells me that this course was here. But we can not wait. I wonder how we can hold up under this roof. Since I found out about the latest news, it does not look good at all. Have gotten worse. The day after, the first thing I did was to discreetly inform Mary. She was as surprised as us. His words were the feeling that runs inside me: "We have to go soon. This place is not safe, these guys are dangerous" . Yes, but as we go. How to do it without Eduardo. This is a real dilemma. My heart says "We have to wait, we can not leave without him , but my brain says " Let's go tonight. Better to mourn for someone who does not mourn for the whole group ". But I know that Edward I expected. I know. And do this after he is in this situation because of me. But the situation has become untenable. As night falls, always lock the door of the locker room and sleep with a gun under the pillow. Every night, I go into a state of alert than just sleep. Every noise I hear, however slight, startles me and makes me take up the gun hoping that someone tries to enter through the door. Every night the same song. And when there is a noise, my mind is that causes this to startle me and tell me you do not let your guard down. Bethlehem asks me to relax, but I can not. I do not trust Michael and his people after everything I've heard and seen. Plotting something against us. They know that Esther has told me everything, they know that we want to go from here but we do not leave Edward. And this scares me. I'm between a rock and a hard place. I've asked Maria not let your guard down, which in now that I am not present, not separated from Bethlehem and others. She is a brave girl and I know her, the group is safe. I have also asked to Bethlehem is not separated from his pistol at all times. That at the least sign of danger, we target a bullet in the head who will try to do something. Maybe I'm getting paranoid, but I prefer to become a confident this before. With all that I have lived and supports me, so this time I'm gonna get anything by surprise. I am willing to sell face my life. I should think so ...
And, after all today.
On today, to say. It is an environment very rare that flows here. During the meal, Miguel has been reported that the Mass was to be done just after this. I, as usual, I ignored this. I never go to these masses and less going to do now. But I remembered that Esther if you go to them. Though now you do to save face. This has made me rethink something that until now had not reconsidered. I thought of my plan not to keep us apart and that the masses were no exception. As a precaution, I had to keep Esther attend this Mass and all of the following, or else, go the whole group. Just after the meal, everyone has been lifted from their seats and has been directed towards the exit door with the intention of going to church. I have followed with Esther and this one has noticed this, then it has gotten into one of the bathrooms. I, secretly, I've gotten behind it. She was next to a sink and told me "Get your head round, Erik" . I've been strong and I told "You should not go to that church. Neither this nor any more. We do not know where they are able to come, so we should not keep us apart" . She told me flatly "No. I have to go. If I go, even more suspect. I have to keep up appearances until the time comes to leave here. Moreover, there is no danger in the event. It will not happen no, do not suffer ". My answer has been "Ok. Well if you must go, we're there too. You say that there is no danger and you may be right. But I'm not going to risk. We do not have to separate in any way. We have to make mistakes if have committed in the past. Go to the Mass, I will tell all.'ll see you there. We sat in the back row ". I left the bathroom and I ran to look to others to convey the news. Bethlehem First I met and I told "We will attend the mass. You know that Esther is going and start to think that they can be dangerous. I do not trust. Go to the room and take the guns., Upload them and guard a jacket. The other save it and give it to me before entering the church. Be discreet, and can not react if they see that we went armed to his temple ". Bethlehem told me" Ok ", gave me a kiss and was gone in a hurry to do what I asked. My next goal has been to look to others to advise them of the plan. I have not been slow to find Mary. I have briefly outlined the plan and has given me the reason. As I said we can not lower our guard, it has raised its shirt and showed me a knife that she kept between pants and says "Who says I have lost?" . and I can only tell two: Hans and Elena. This raised me hard As soon as they know it is happening. After all that has happened, they just have told them that something was happening, to stay with a thousand eyes and not trust anyone here. Hans asked me many questions, not answer them. The reason, Hans did not know enough and do not know how far to keep your mouth shut and Elena, who with his brain insurance mosquito that escaped him some information and ended up finding out the sectarians. Well, that's what I had said until today and now must ingeniármelas to come to mass without knowing more of what they know. I've looked everywhere: in their rooms, common rooms, in the summer ... nothing. Anything until you have given me by looking at one of the bathrooms. And in that evil hour. By entering this, I've been opening the doors of the toilets until .. I found them. He must have known before. When you open the door, I found a somewhat uncomfortable. Hans, with his pants down and Elena ... well, knees ... know what I mean. Hans has a look of surprise mixed with shame, but before I say anything, I closed the door in a hurry. I was about to leave when Hans has come out saying "Erik! Erik! Wait, is not what it seems!" pants as he climbed. I've turned and I said "Ah, right? Well, I thought that bad. Has tripped and fell to the ground, giving the chance has fallen sulking in your package ... (Elena has left the toilet at that moment with her head bowed and Hans, on hearing my answer, is out with his mouth open) Let's see, Hans, I am neither an idiot nor do I care what you do. But you would have to have some shame and focus. Especially you, Elena, who only think in the same (this I have looked shyly with her head bowed) That is the respect you keep Ivan. That little shame ... ". What I have answered Elena has been the last straw: " I have the right to rebuild my life. I have assumed that Ivan is dead. I am free to do whatever you want ". Even I answered. I think the look of disgust that I've released has been more than enough. I turned around and I left the toilets. But Hans has come running after me and said "I ... sorry ... you're right. This has been very ill and disoriented in place. He should not have happened. But is that it takes time and I'm not insinuating stone ... Now I feel guilty ... my wife ... as I have done this. Do not even know if he's alive and I doing this ... ". I have not left end: " I thought you were made of sterner stuff, Hans. I did not expect you to betray yourself so easily. But it is your problem, you've failed yourself. And you family. I do not give explanations, Elena is not mine. Give explanations to your wife when you find her. Just say you choose us now to mass. Let's go all out and want us to be united at this time. You'll soon understand this ". By Elena does not surprise me this. She is very slight, until today, has thrown most of the group and do not give your brain more. But Hans, a grown man, in years and with a family that was supposed to want, doing this ... I was disappointed. But as I said, is their problem. Beyond consciousness. If he can sleep easily from today, I doubt it's your problem.
I've gone to church and when I reached the door, I discovered that I was still getting people. At the door, welcoming every parishioner, was Miguel. At the end of the tail, Bethlehem and Mary. I approached them and Bethlehem has embraced me. While doing this, I noticed as I stuck my gun in the back of my pants. I gave him a kiss and I winked symbol of complicity. We waited our turn to enter the church, time in which we are joined Hans and Elena. When it came our turn to enter, Miguel says: "What joy, my brothers! Acudís this mass," The highest I warned of this in his latest revelation. He told me acudiríais this mass so important. He has given you the push to come here. Come in, come and take seat ". I have dedicated my best fake smile and I said nothing. We have gone and taken a seat in the back row, where ever. With all seated, Miguel has walked down the aisle, has skirted the den still works and has reached the altar. There has begun to speak:
Brothers ... Sisters ... Welcome everyone back to the house of the Lord. Thanks for coming to every appointment that God has marked you. As you know, are dark times. Times of pain, violence, horror ... But we stand firm and follow the words of our Lord. And so He protects us and helps us. He has given us a second chance, while those who disobey its teachings and mandates, he sent his divine army to end their lives of debauchery and lust, he sent his army to stop fucking with them and join them as new soldiers in his army until doomsday. That day, all souls on earth shall be called before him and before his court of angels. Every soul will be weighed in the divine scales. The events over the past life of every soul will determine the verdict. The souls who have led a life of sin and debauchery, black souls as coal and stinking like manure, their sins sink the scale and weigh more than his few pure acts. That souls are immediately captured by fallen angels, angels with wings of fire and ash body, and dragged these unfortunates to hell for ever and ever, until the fire strip and clean all the filth of those corrupted souls. On the contrary, all those souls free from sin, lives of sacrifice, clean and pure, clear water, his good deeds weigh more than their negative deeds. Blessed are those souls that on pure white winged horses will be brought before the gates of paradise, where rivers run clear water where the birds sing and play day and night, where there is no pain and only have to goodness and joy. That will be the reward for your sacrifice, eternal life, while for all those sinners, their prize will be fire and brimstone. Why do I speak of all this, brothers? Because the day of reckoning is near. God begins to call. He wants to begin to become aware and prepare everything for the big day. And so, he has given me, among other things, we make this work (has indicated the moat under construction). He wants to finish this for the big day. The day ended and all march back to his breast. Because in his latest revelation, he has given me to know the end date this earthly world ... "All the sectarians have released almost in unison an exclamation of surprise and started to murmur. We've been a bit surprised by this and we exchanged glances between us. continued Miguel" .. . No, brothers, no ... Do not be alarmed. Do not you fear invade. You have nothing to fear. We are on track. We follow his word. Relegate fear to those who, despite knowing the word of the Most High continue to ignore their wishes. Those who turn their heads at the words of our Lord Almighty. Those who seem to have a veil over his eyes. They must fear, for God's wrath knows no limits (Do not know why, but this series gives me nice things to us has been dedicated to us ...) . We have heard your call and have spent some time traveling the right way he has marked. Therefore, instead of fear we feel anxiety, craving for that day to come as soon as possible and leave this hell on earth to enter the eternal garden where we will live forever. Brothers ... He did not allow me to know that you of the date of the big day. I can say neither will happen. But if you want to know that the work we are carrying out here is they have to be completed as soon as possible. The reason, I know. The day that this nightmare was over, we will give a final mass. The all-powerful want in this Mass also present a number of his followers divine. Reanimated 66 to be exact. The why is simple. Although they are poor sinners paying part of their punishment, they are also children of God as we are. And they have the same right as us to be present at the Mass of the great day ... ". The silence has been made in the room at that moment and I at such nonsense and without realizing it, I thought of saying out loud "Mad ... This is a nest of crazy ... 66 marauders roof with so many people sharing ... A suicide . Despite the distance between us with Miguel, he heard me. It was bad luck that has spoken just as it has become silent. The point is that he has addressed to me, telling me in front of all people, which is rotated at me "Any problem, brother Erik?" . I burst losing papers, I confess. Loudly, almost shouting, have answered "Yes. Where you let your sanity, Miguel? Both prowler in here, even if they are within a moat, is suicide. Do not you think all these people? Me very much like your faith and all the paraphernalia that you have assembled here at this time. Do not deny it, most of these people are alive thanks to your initiative, but why bring everything up to this limit? " . Miguel, a calm voice, I responded "I do not dictate the rules, man. Only do what God tells us to do. I'm just the spokesperson" . Just finished saying that when all the people who had turned in their seats has started to grumble and cry "Infidel!" and "Infidels!" . I have not stopped acogotar and I replied "God tells you to do this? Lies This is the product of your imagination, Miguel. And it's time that you do know all of these poor people who follow you unconditionally . Talk about your bad! Tell them the reason that no marauders attack you is because you do not sweat because of the illness you suffer! "And your revelations heavenly?! Simple febrile delirium! Come on ... The same day I tell them that Reus is still standing and what you've been covering, saying the opposite so that your faithful not abandon you! ". I've screwed up and I admit it. Now if we have to be careful. Miguel you know we know his secret. And everything to lose and get carried papers for my character. Several rows in front of us, I saw Esther, staring with his mouth open and completely surprised. If at that time could having read the mind I know she was thinking "Damn fool, what are you doing? So keep it secret? ". Surrounded by all these people watching me, with Miguel silent on the altar, wrapped in a heavy silence, I feared that would give the order to get us, and I have directed my hand to the back of my pants and I prepared for its gun and shot liarme with anyone we want to do harm. But no. Miguel said "Erik, you never know what you mean. You invaded my anger. Just tell you one thing. I pity you ... You will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Tonight I will pray for your soul" . I turned around and I headed for the door. I did not want to hear more bullshit. When I opened the door of the church and got out, I started to curse and kick a trash can. Just give us away to Michael. I am a complete idiot. The just reported and it was just what we both wanted to avoid. And worst of all, I've betrayed Michael and no one has caught or ignored me. They are completely mesmerized. I went to the building when Esther has left the church and has run up to me. Then I said "These bastard! Now if we are in danger! Do not even need to continue pretending, you know that it was I who told you!" . I have not ignored and I was quickly directed to the room. I had to get me there, sitting in his chair, calm and clear my head. Thinking to do. The problem was when I came to this.
Upon arrival at the room has been when I led the unexpected surprise. The door, which is always closed when we left, was ajar. Carefully, I have slowly opened and I found a guy rummaging through the drawers. shouting "Hey you! Are you doing here!" has been turned and I discovered who it was. Was Juanca. This, looking surprised, told me "Nothing. Do not look for anything" . I, watching the room, which was stirred and signs that had been looking for something, I answered "Sure, sure. And you're here because you've mistaken your room, right?" . Juanca said "do I have to give explanations, infidel . As I closed the door, I said "Of course. ... You do not have to thank me but I'll give" . This has backed away into a corner, saying "What ... what are you going to do?" . My answer has not been words but pounce on him. Juanca, a fast-moving, has eluded me while I've thrown a chair at me. This has impacted me, but I managed to grab his shirt before he had opened the door. I have dealt a strong blow to the jaw followed by two more. Juanca has faltered and almost loses his balance. I was going to tip fourth shot when he answered me with a kick in my parts. Do not I can describe in words the pain I felt. But still, I have hit back kick as the height of the belly. Has fallen down and I continued hitting him. Not as it has done, but it has been redone and launched on me, him on the ground and falling on me. He then caught me in the neck with both hands and started to strangle me. I confess that at times I thought it was going to kill me. I was drowning and I could not let go. As I could, I stretched my arms and I have a tight grip on his head. Then, I directed my thumbs on his eyes and I pushed hard. This, in a hurry, let me go neck and led her hands over mine. If I wanted, I would have sunken eyes enough to smash, but for humanity, I have not done. Your payment has been up and take my machete, I was on a pile of clothes from a drawer. He has drawn from its sheath and, holding aloft, has raced toward me with the intent to stab. I did not get up nor time to try to repel the attack. In that moment, I was sold. But if I could draw my gun pants at gunpoint. I've been to nothing to pull the trigger, but has slowed Juanca dry before doing so. Still, I hesitated on whether to shoot. Something inside me was screaming to kill him. But I have not done. I still have not become a monster. Although beginning to wonder that perhaps I have little ... Juanca, saw the gun pointing at him, I was asked not to shoot. As I lifted off the ground, I have ordered to throw the knife to the ground, something he has done, then I've supported the barrel of the gun on the front and I told "If you wish to make a hole in the head talks. What you were looking for and who has commanded you to? " . I responded "Kill me. I will not say anything. So do it. I do not live in sin like you, therefore, do not fear death" . At the same moment, the door opened and Bethlehem has made an appearance. Seeing the big picture, he shouted "Erik! Do not!" . Have passed long seconds that none of these has done anything. Again I've been shooting anything. So I said "You are a fucking traitor and a dirty snitch. So pay us everything we've done for you. In an evil hour that brought you out of the cage. You had to be left there so you would have gotten eaten that bunch of cannibals. At that time ... It is bad that Michael sent you. Tell him from me, as do with this, they are going to do with me. Do not worry, we're going to leave here as soon as possible , but in the course of time we stay here, for their sake and for all, do not even think to make us something to me or mine, because I will myself in person whom you peeling a by one. Run! See and tell, sneak traitor! ". I dropped the gun and Juanca has turned and has turned to the door. While this was on the way, has taken a bag of soil and has been suspended from the shoulder. Belén , a fast-moving, has given a spurt and has been taken. After that, Juanca has run and disappeared down the hall. Bethlehem opened the bag and drew from this the following: my two pc's notebooks, the book Notes of Bethlehem and maps with which we have been being worth all this time. This son of a bitch was looking for information about what we are planning to do. He knows I write this blog, so I wanted to steal the pc's. Mary and others have appeared at that time. Mary asked what happened, but I told "Go to the storeroom where they keep our weapons. This is something that should have done long ago. Bring them here, along with ammunition. Pick the one you want and give them to Esther, Hans and Elena. The rest will remain here. And lock the doors tonight. Give me time and we'll be here when we can ". Bethlehem looked at me and told me "Erik ... You were not yourself ... I thought you matabas ... What you going?" . I could only respond with a "I do not know ... I do not even know me" .
I've gone to church and when I reached the door, I discovered that I was still getting people. At the door, welcoming every parishioner, was Miguel. At the end of the tail, Bethlehem and Mary. I approached them and Bethlehem has embraced me. While doing this, I noticed as I stuck my gun in the back of my pants. I gave him a kiss and I winked symbol of complicity. We waited our turn to enter the church, time in which we are joined Hans and Elena. When it came our turn to enter, Miguel says: "What joy, my brothers! Acudís this mass," The highest I warned of this in his latest revelation. He told me acudiríais this mass so important. He has given you the push to come here. Come in, come and take seat ". I have dedicated my best fake smile and I said nothing. We have gone and taken a seat in the back row, where ever. With all seated, Miguel has walked down the aisle, has skirted the den still works and has reached the altar. There has begun to speak:
Brothers ... Sisters ... Welcome everyone back to the house of the Lord. Thanks for coming to every appointment that God has marked you. As you know, are dark times. Times of pain, violence, horror ... But we stand firm and follow the words of our Lord. And so He protects us and helps us. He has given us a second chance, while those who disobey its teachings and mandates, he sent his divine army to end their lives of debauchery and lust, he sent his army to stop fucking with them and join them as new soldiers in his army until doomsday. That day, all souls on earth shall be called before him and before his court of angels. Every soul will be weighed in the divine scales. The events over the past life of every soul will determine the verdict. The souls who have led a life of sin and debauchery, black souls as coal and stinking like manure, their sins sink the scale and weigh more than his few pure acts. That souls are immediately captured by fallen angels, angels with wings of fire and ash body, and dragged these unfortunates to hell for ever and ever, until the fire strip and clean all the filth of those corrupted souls. On the contrary, all those souls free from sin, lives of sacrifice, clean and pure, clear water, his good deeds weigh more than their negative deeds. Blessed are those souls that on pure white winged horses will be brought before the gates of paradise, where rivers run clear water where the birds sing and play day and night, where there is no pain and only have to goodness and joy. That will be the reward for your sacrifice, eternal life, while for all those sinners, their prize will be fire and brimstone. Why do I speak of all this, brothers? Because the day of reckoning is near. God begins to call. He wants to begin to become aware and prepare everything for the big day. And so, he has given me, among other things, we make this work (has indicated the moat under construction). He wants to finish this for the big day. The day ended and all march back to his breast. Because in his latest revelation, he has given me to know the end date this earthly world ... "All the sectarians have released almost in unison an exclamation of surprise and started to murmur. We've been a bit surprised by this and we exchanged glances between us. continued Miguel" .. . No, brothers, no ... Do not be alarmed. Do not you fear invade. You have nothing to fear. We are on track. We follow his word. Relegate fear to those who, despite knowing the word of the Most High continue to ignore their wishes. Those who turn their heads at the words of our Lord Almighty. Those who seem to have a veil over his eyes. They must fear, for God's wrath knows no limits (Do not know why, but this series gives me nice things to us has been dedicated to us ...) . We have heard your call and have spent some time traveling the right way he has marked. Therefore, instead of fear we feel anxiety, craving for that day to come as soon as possible and leave this hell on earth to enter the eternal garden where we will live forever. Brothers ... He did not allow me to know that you of the date of the big day. I can say neither will happen. But if you want to know that the work we are carrying out here is they have to be completed as soon as possible. The reason, I know. The day that this nightmare was over, we will give a final mass. The all-powerful want in this Mass also present a number of his followers divine. Reanimated 66 to be exact. The why is simple. Although they are poor sinners paying part of their punishment, they are also children of God as we are. And they have the same right as us to be present at the Mass of the great day ... ". The silence has been made in the room at that moment and I at such nonsense and without realizing it, I thought of saying out loud "Mad ... This is a nest of crazy ... 66 marauders roof with so many people sharing ... A suicide . Despite the distance between us with Miguel, he heard me. It was bad luck that has spoken just as it has become silent. The point is that he has addressed to me, telling me in front of all people, which is rotated at me "Any problem, brother Erik?" . I burst losing papers, I confess. Loudly, almost shouting, have answered "Yes. Where you let your sanity, Miguel? Both prowler in here, even if they are within a moat, is suicide. Do not you think all these people? Me very much like your faith and all the paraphernalia that you have assembled here at this time. Do not deny it, most of these people are alive thanks to your initiative, but why bring everything up to this limit? " . Miguel, a calm voice, I responded "I do not dictate the rules, man. Only do what God tells us to do. I'm just the spokesperson" . Just finished saying that when all the people who had turned in their seats has started to grumble and cry "Infidel!" and "Infidels!" . I have not stopped acogotar and I replied "God tells you to do this? Lies This is the product of your imagination, Miguel. And it's time that you do know all of these poor people who follow you unconditionally . Talk about your bad! Tell them the reason that no marauders attack you is because you do not sweat because of the illness you suffer! "And your revelations heavenly?! Simple febrile delirium! Come on ... The same day I tell them that Reus is still standing and what you've been covering, saying the opposite so that your faithful not abandon you! ". I've screwed up and I admit it. Now if we have to be careful. Miguel you know we know his secret. And everything to lose and get carried papers for my character. Several rows in front of us, I saw Esther, staring with his mouth open and completely surprised. If at that time could having read the mind I know she was thinking "Damn fool, what are you doing? So keep it secret? ". Surrounded by all these people watching me, with Miguel silent on the altar, wrapped in a heavy silence, I feared that would give the order to get us, and I have directed my hand to the back of my pants and I prepared for its gun and shot liarme with anyone we want to do harm. But no. Miguel said "Erik, you never know what you mean. You invaded my anger. Just tell you one thing. I pity you ... You will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Tonight I will pray for your soul" . I turned around and I headed for the door. I did not want to hear more bullshit. When I opened the door of the church and got out, I started to curse and kick a trash can. Just give us away to Michael. I am a complete idiot. The just reported and it was just what we both wanted to avoid. And worst of all, I've betrayed Michael and no one has caught or ignored me. They are completely mesmerized. I went to the building when Esther has left the church and has run up to me. Then I said "These bastard! Now if we are in danger! Do not even need to continue pretending, you know that it was I who told you!" . I have not ignored and I was quickly directed to the room. I had to get me there, sitting in his chair, calm and clear my head. Thinking to do. The problem was when I came to this.
Upon arrival at the room has been when I led the unexpected surprise. The door, which is always closed when we left, was ajar. Carefully, I have slowly opened and I found a guy rummaging through the drawers. shouting "Hey you! Are you doing here!" has been turned and I discovered who it was. Was Juanca. This, looking surprised, told me "Nothing. Do not look for anything" . I, watching the room, which was stirred and signs that had been looking for something, I answered "Sure, sure. And you're here because you've mistaken your room, right?" . Juanca said "do I have to give explanations, infidel . As I closed the door, I said "Of course. ... You do not have to thank me but I'll give" . This has backed away into a corner, saying "What ... what are you going to do?" . My answer has not been words but pounce on him. Juanca, a fast-moving, has eluded me while I've thrown a chair at me. This has impacted me, but I managed to grab his shirt before he had opened the door. I have dealt a strong blow to the jaw followed by two more. Juanca has faltered and almost loses his balance. I was going to tip fourth shot when he answered me with a kick in my parts. Do not I can describe in words the pain I felt. But still, I have hit back kick as the height of the belly. Has fallen down and I continued hitting him. Not as it has done, but it has been redone and launched on me, him on the ground and falling on me. He then caught me in the neck with both hands and started to strangle me. I confess that at times I thought it was going to kill me. I was drowning and I could not let go. As I could, I stretched my arms and I have a tight grip on his head. Then, I directed my thumbs on his eyes and I pushed hard. This, in a hurry, let me go neck and led her hands over mine. If I wanted, I would have sunken eyes enough to smash, but for humanity, I have not done. Your payment has been up and take my machete, I was on a pile of clothes from a drawer. He has drawn from its sheath and, holding aloft, has raced toward me with the intent to stab. I did not get up nor time to try to repel the attack. In that moment, I was sold. But if I could draw my gun pants at gunpoint. I've been to nothing to pull the trigger, but has slowed Juanca dry before doing so. Still, I hesitated on whether to shoot. Something inside me was screaming to kill him. But I have not done. I still have not become a monster. Although beginning to wonder that perhaps I have little ... Juanca, saw the gun pointing at him, I was asked not to shoot. As I lifted off the ground, I have ordered to throw the knife to the ground, something he has done, then I've supported the barrel of the gun on the front and I told "If you wish to make a hole in the head talks. What you were looking for and who has commanded you to? " . I responded "Kill me. I will not say anything. So do it. I do not live in sin like you, therefore, do not fear death" . At the same moment, the door opened and Bethlehem has made an appearance. Seeing the big picture, he shouted "Erik! Do not!" . Have passed long seconds that none of these has done anything. Again I've been shooting anything. So I said "You are a fucking traitor and a dirty snitch. So pay us everything we've done for you. In an evil hour that brought you out of the cage. You had to be left there so you would have gotten eaten that bunch of cannibals. At that time ... It is bad that Michael sent you. Tell him from me, as do with this, they are going to do with me. Do not worry, we're going to leave here as soon as possible , but in the course of time we stay here, for their sake and for all, do not even think to make us something to me or mine, because I will myself in person whom you peeling a by one. Run! See and tell, sneak traitor! ". I dropped the gun and Juanca has turned and has turned to the door. While this was on the way, has taken a bag of soil and has been suspended from the shoulder. Belén , a fast-moving, has given a spurt and has been taken. After that, Juanca has run and disappeared down the hall. Bethlehem opened the bag and drew from this the following: my two pc's notebooks, the book Notes of Bethlehem and maps with which we have been being worth all this time. This son of a bitch was looking for information about what we are planning to do. He knows I write this blog, so I wanted to steal the pc's. Mary and others have appeared at that time. Mary asked what happened, but I told "Go to the storeroom where they keep our weapons. This is something that should have done long ago. Bring them here, along with ammunition. Pick the one you want and give them to Esther, Hans and Elena. The rest will remain here. And lock the doors tonight. Give me time and we'll be here when we can ". Bethlehem looked at me and told me "Erik ... You were not yourself ... I thought you matabas ... What you going?" . I could only respond with a "I do not know ... I do not even know me" .
And that's the truth. I do not know happened to me. I managed to control the situation, but I was about to shoot even having it reduced. And worst of all is that if I had, I would not have had regrets. It is not the first time I kill someone who is not a prowler, but not for this that would not have regrets. It's strange. It is as if this situation I was overflowing, as if knowing that hangs in the balance and uncertainty of the latent danger lurks, was awakened in me a survival instinct which leads me to do horrible things to defend my . And if they force me to do, I will fulfill my threats and I'll finish with each and every one of those in this community. No remorse.
- Erik -
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