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+ 10/06/1910 + 02/10/1910 + Revelation + Reunion

As is well known, we never stop to surprise us. It's amazing the ability of humans to move from a state of calm or alert to other areas of concern and anxiety in just a few seconds. And sometimes make the mistake to drop our guard and forget the latent danger that lurks in every square meter of the world we live. We never learn that, after the sweet and kind words of many people, you can hide a potential snake charmer, someone with honeyed words hypnotize, hiding their true intentions. And there's the other problem, when an individual discovers these and you do not know find out that behind his words, dark intentions hidden. In these situations, when we find the criminal but we did not discover the crime, we cornered between a rock and a hard place, we do not know how to act, do not know whether to attack or wait to be attacked. If we attack first, we expose ourselves to stoop to the level of our opponent and giving a false step, if we expect to be attacked to defend ourselves, we run the risk of being too late to do anything. It's a dilemma. And in this dilemma we find ourselves now. With Trojan included.

I have spent the day giving round and round to the words of Esther. I tried talking with her several times, but has shunned me and alleged "This is not the time to talk, and will notify you" . As much as I tried, I failed to understand why so secretive and, if so urgent an issue that was not what I said as soon as possible. I did not understand anything until last night. It was about 23:00 and I was in Bethlehem in our room. I was writing a ticket, which I had to delete to write this, when Bethlehem told me "What is that?" . I turned and, Bethlehem was picking up a paper on the floor, which was next to the door. I got up to same time that Bethlehem told me "I just sneak by under the door" and I asked him to give it to me. Of course nothing I take it that it was and my assumption has been confirmed to open it. Written in pencil, put "Go to the third shed. Sal without being seen by anyone. Esther" . Although Esther's warning about not saying anything to anybody, I've done and been to Bethlehem. The caught up with all this just talk to Esther in the first meeting I had with it just come back here. Bethlehem these days has been like me, without understanding anything of what I said Esther, but yet has told me that since I left, Esther has been very rare, separated from all other members of the community. I do not know if you will remember that since I discussed it with me, joined the collective as one more sectarian. Well, with Bethlehem aware of all this there was no need for me to explain about the note and I could go out without delay the path to the shed room. For every step I took, I made sure that nobody has seen, much less, I have taken. When I come out of the building, the night breeze left me frozen almost instantly. Seeing the darkness of the night and I without a flashlight to light the way, what I did was take the pistol from his belt and, with the five senses on alert orchards move up to the shed. In this way I have not stopped feeling cold chills, and not precisely. Stressing over the sound of howling wind, the sound grim for more than a year and a half has been the case: the moans and muffled cries of the marauders. At first I thought instinctively that these were produced by a horde of marauders who was coming, but I managed to calm down as soon as I agreed that these came from the farm of Michael. Upon arrival to the shed, I've looked everywhere. Esther was not. All of a sudden and startling, has opened the door of the shed and she has appeared, inviting me to go. There was no cross or the door when I immediately said "No one has seen you, right?" . I said no and I asked you what happened, why all this. She responded:

"There are many things and not know where to start. How I have been deceived, Erik ... and how right your words. I am sorry as I got you, I'm sorry all the insults I said and put aside all ... I spent all this time with a blindfold on. Now I understand that soon gave me to this belief of desperation, fear of the world in which we live. As you said has been of necessity to believe in something, to give explanation everything that is happening. And Michael, with his words of salvation and tricks I have been deceived. Yes, you heard right, tricks in capitals. First, I want you to know that Michael and most of his coterie of trusted, those who wear the cloth head coverings are not cleaned wheat. Or at least, are a bunch of crazy people who believe their own lies. What is clear is that since I've been separating them and discovering things on my own, are having a watch at all times. Every step I take, are they back to watch me. If I speak with you, they are present. If I go to pee, there is always someone lurking to see if it really went to relieve myself. No longer do ... " . I asked him if he knew why they were doing this and your question has been so overwhelming as revealing. Test unveiled million, which many times I've wondered and headaches has given me. "It started since you left. Do not know what day exactly. I, for those days, did not suspect anything or had this problem with them. On the contrary. Went out to the masses, helping with homework, read to them ... one more go. But one day I realized something. A Miguel anything happened to him. I saw the red spots on her arms and then I remembered the injection of medicine that you took of your room, the one for which we discuss. The I asked to see this and he said talking about God that he punishment for his life of excess and such and such. Come on, did not answer the question. Knowing this, I observed. Wanted to know what medical condition and whether they had suffered from treatment. Then I discovered more. I saw that always took some pills after every meal, I always complained of headaches, dizziness, of which only spend a few minutes in the sun felt ill and had to put in the shade quickly, which tired very easily ... But most of these symptoms come in many diseases, so I needed to know more. And you know what I did to find out more? The same as you. Rummaging in his room. Here curiosity and was bigger than my faith. One day in church, I escaped a few minutes before the end of this and went to his room. After ensuring that no one had seen me, I began looking in cupboards, in the papers on his desk, in drawers ... I wanted to find a box of medication that retain the prospectus. But I found something much better. A bundle of medical papers on behalf of Miguel (apparently, Esther found the papers I had in my hand and I did not have time to read) I began to read and, you know what? Bingo! There was the medical condition suffered by Michael. Fabry disease. That was when I understood everything and myth has fallen to me feet. Miguel is not a choice and never has been. It's a sick person from a strange disease that has no cure and which explains everything. So the Replagal you taught me, this is a medicine to treat this disease. Remember the time you entered a trance and take him to the room where God speaks? Well, that trance is simple fainting by his illness. Are your headaches? Disease. Are the stains on your arms? Disease. Are you dizzy? Disease. What can not support even two minutes in the sun? Disease. What walk among the marauders? The disease ...". When he told her I did not understand that relationship may have the disease by walking among the marauders. But I quickly understood his explanation. "... does not look like that, Erik. It all fits. I guess I do not know Fabry disease . The most characteristic symptom of this disease is that patients ... do not sweat! And if they do, what made in tiny quantities. That's why Michael does not tolerate the heat, suffering anhidrosis, or that your body does not sweat. And that is why the raiders do not detect it. This is only a theory, since I have no idea whether capture stuff smells or if we detect for any substance that creates the human body, but logical to talk to God and become the choice is. Apparently, Michael is invisible to the marauders, as they are not sweating, it releases substances by which they must detect and identify us as 'food'. And there, you can walk among them. I have also found their alleged logical communication with God. Well. Know that always, before his God to speak, enters a trance, is not it?. Well, that trance is nothing more than a faint. And here again to the fore the anhidrosis. As not sweat, your body regulates temperature, the main reason why all living sweats, then overheats and collapses. That will lead to a fainting spell while your body temperature rises. With an abnormal temperature in your body and therefore, fever, here comes God, or rather, delirium caused by fever ... ".

Facing a series of logical explanations of Esther, which has medical knowledge and know what he's talking, I was surprised. Normal not found an explanation for all this, I know the whole field of medicine. So far, I had never heard of this disease, completely unaware. And now that Esther has found the solution, everything fits. So he can walk with the dead, so he talks to 'God'. I would gather all his faithful and tell the truth about their leader. I do not know until this point would be correct. First, I'm sure the vast majority, if not all, I do not believe or do not give importance. Miguel continue believing blindly and follow his teachings. It is the height of all religion, fanaticism. People are so given to a faith or a belief that in spite of showing the truth before their eyes, they are able to see it. It's as if your eyes are covered with a bandage. And that's what I think is happening here. Second, if I believe, to what extent it would be beneficial?. Make no mistake, are living a charade, but in this community remain united and secure in the world, more than they would be separated.

Esther continued talking, then I have stopped to ask why all this secrecy and relied upon to tell me that they are watching when Michael and his men are not supposed to know anything about this. The response has been this: "You're wrong. Michael has learned that I was in his room and I think he suspects I have abandoned the faith. The day I was in your room, I discovered red-handed by Juanca (I knew that this type was a CANTAMAÑANAS, but not both) . As you know, Juanca is equal to or more absorbed by this belief that I have been. And he loves and believes Michael as the messiah who tells him to be. Apparently, Juanca left before Mass at the direction of Michael. It asked him to bring his pills in the room, and that bad time, because if it were not for this, nobody would have noticed that I had been there. Juanca was surprised to see me in the room with drawers open and papers in his hand. He told me he was doing there and was looking for. He said the first excuse that crossed my head, because I was very nervous, but not strained. Then started calling me unfaithful, ungrateful, treacherous and hurried away down the hall. Juanca I knew that was the poodle and sneak Miguel, but as I was part of the community, I never minded. That Who know that he was informing him of all your steps. He was that kid who was Ivan who killed prowler that despite the ban on Michael and also goat that you had entered his room and stole a vial of Replagal (now all fits together. He was the snitch who ratted me) . Well, in just 20 minutes, Michael and was informed and called me to talk to him. I was very angry and it seemed that he was going to burst a vein in his temple. Never seen him like that. I cried, but I spoke up. I defended myself by saying that this was a lie, that whoever had said that he had lied without knowing for what purpose. He did not know that he had told someone, in this case, Juanca. Obviously, no one believed me and told me that if he do that, I would pull the community. I had no choice but to shut up and leave with their heads down. Since then, the whole community has made me aside, I is sidelined. I, to save face, given the robe, I pray and I go to Mass, but this I do to avoid suspicion in the eyes of Michael. That can not be able to know if you find his secret. What we do know is that I'm being watched because he has commanded. Want to find out if I left the faith, if I am legit. So I removed the eye. Where wrong time, Erik ... I regret all, had cast aside, having become part of this community of fanatics, of believing in this farce ... I feel stupid. Sorry, I feel all the damage I have done ... ". This has begun to mourn inconsolably. I only have limited me to hug and comfort her, saying that the past no longer mattered, the only thing that mattered was that he realized his mistake. In that instant, a loud noise has been heard outside the small shed. Esther has continued to mourn at once and stayed silent. Almost whispering, said "Did you hear that?" but I have not responded. I was too concentrated in hearing more noise from outside. We have finished a light alarm when lantern is cast by the boards of the wooden planks that form the wall. Quickly and among the shadows, I began to find a place to hide. I have not been slow to find it, although I doubted whether it would be suitable. This site was under a long table in the corner, next to a metal shelf. This table was covered by a filthy tablecloth that reached the ground. With time running out, I lifted the cloth fabric and I told Esther that metiese below. At that time, have fallen to the ground several papers that were on the table. After you pass Esther I've got inside and dropped the cloth, which we have run out of hiding. Nothing else to tell you not to make any noise or say anything, it has opened the door and a beam of light has illuminated every corner of the room. Moving around just as I approached the eye to a small hole in the fabric of the tablecloth, but I could only see legs of two people. They have begun to sniff around the room and light everywhere. Suddenly, a voice has sounded, saying "Here there is no one. Are you sure you have seen out of the building and go to this area?" . Juanca's voice replied. I do not know why, but I have not missed anything that he was behind it. says "As sure as I'm here. Vincent, enters the reanimated searched for" . Upon hearing this, I have been bristling all body hair. A revived? Why?. I could see the two have diverged into a corner and has appeared in the room a prowler. I've known for its staggering gait. Behind him, a third individual, who, it seems, since I have not seen him only from the waist down, wearing the neck lacing prowler with a kennel club. The silence has been in the room and I looked at Esther. It was shaking like a pudding. I have seen how the prowler has started walking around the room and suddenly, it has been planted in the middle of this. The second has been made forever, but have flown in the prowler has begun to address our position. It has been planted in front of our hiding place and a strong smell of rotting flesh has invaded us. I could listen to his feeble cries off. Her gnawed shoe protruded from under the tablecloth, stepping on a large paper that had fallen off the table just before they entered. I sighed with relief when this is separated from our hiding place and has led to a closet that had a few meters from us. Upon arrival with this, it has been clawing at the door and moan like crazy, then said Juanca "cast it. This here hidden in the closet" . Just after starting this, have dropped two big fat rats that have been running away from the door of the shed. Apparently, the prowler has directed the cabinet attracted by the sound of these two rats. At least, it seems, and I think. After that, Juanca says "not here. Come" and have gone with the Prowler, closing the door behind them. He almost caught us. For very little. Esther and I have remained hidden for at least 15 minutes. It was a measure of safety if they returned. Then we went out from under the table, but not before one interested in the roles they had on the floor which had been treading the prowler. Al pick it up, I saw that it was a map filled with signs and crosses in pencil. Do you know which was my surprise? That was a road map of the area and any signs marking pen had made the roads that were exploded! This has been the work of Miguel and his community! Why? I know, but I think I can guess. Miguel has commanded to do this in order to prevent defections to Reus and also with the intention of diverting travelers who are directed there. Do not forget that shortly after his arrival, he lied to us telling us to Reus had fallen, which I managed to discover that is a lie. The point is that all this has been his work and he has seen the feather duster. It is useless to continue selling us the image of savior who has never broken a plate. After tonight, things have changed a lot.

came time to leave to return to the building, we have done in the following way. First we have ascertained that Juanca and his companions were not in the area. After that, I told Esther that I would first, to count to 30 and then leave it, following me from afar. Thus, if I found out, she would have time to hide. We have done and then give me a hug, I have run cross country, towards the building. When I had enough of a lead, I turned head and I could see through the darkness, following me from afar. Upon reaching the door of the building, I got in and I waited in the lobby to see appear to Esther. As I've seen make an appearance before the glass doors of the entrance, I ran down the hall to get to my room. With time running out and looking at all sides, I opened the door and entered. Bethlehem was there, lying in bed and face have been concerned all along. She could hardly speak, I was out of breath, but as I could, I started to tell all to Bethlehem. Of course, has been so speechless as I've been when I've heard everything.

Today, as I have seen others, have acted as if it never happened. It was not wise to say anything. The only one who had told him something would have to Eduardo, and unfortunately, not. Esther has also acted as if nothing, as it as ever. Has continued without coming to us, but this time, to avoid suspicion. I could see how this right. Do not remove your eye or separate from it. But apparently, is not unique. We, too, watching us, especially, Juanca. Whenever I see, we are looking at, is where you are.

After learning this, I feel nervous, like something bad was about to happen. If before and felt the need to go, now feel more. Miguel has built a palace of lies, which if it does not believe they are, and as we discover that most of the compromised account and your world, do not think they took it much philosophy and try to maintain what has been achieved all these years regardless. As rightly said Esther, is not clean wheat. Neither he nor most of his inner circle. But, how do we explain that last night as if we seek a just escaped convicts from a prison? Perhaps this is a product of our paranoia and not for both, who are only looking for a simple excuse to throw us in the community and nothing more, but you never know. We do not know where able to get Michael to defend his community. What I do know is that we have to go hell out as soon as possible, since we are in the spotlight. We have two options: either leave without Eduardo and walk away from a potential danger or stay and wait and the worst from happening. I do not know ... I do not know to what extent it is profitable to risk lives for a single six.


- Erik -